A little surprise for me from Nathan
Bobby and Suze
Flower Power via Lizette Bell
Tea time via CM illustrations
Black boots and dark leggings via cupofjo
At the Bowery Museum via CM illustrations
Friday, November 20
this week I'm loving.......
A little surprise for me from Nathan
Bobby and Suze
Flower Power via Lizette Bell
Tea time via CM illustrations
Black boots and dark leggings via cupofjo
At the Bowery Museum via CM illustrations
Wednesday, November 18
Love
And this is love: that we walk in obedience to His commands. As you have heard from the beginning, His command is that you walk in love. 2 John 1:6
Who we are should never be shaped by the behavior of others. No matter what any one else might throw at us, we are to walk in love. Love even loves it's enemies and in compassion prays for the ones that persecute it. It's not about being a doormat and allowing people to take advantage of you. It's also not about being everyone personal Jesus. For me it's about not passing judgements and allowing others to live out there own life. No one is perfect and we all fall short. I've grown in this area because I've come to understand that the only one I need to please is Jesus and He is the only one who can give me the eyes and compassion to love others. I fall on His grace more freely and it allows me to gracefully love others.
Who we are should never be shaped by the behavior of others. No matter what any one else might throw at us, we are to walk in love. Love even loves it's enemies and in compassion prays for the ones that persecute it. It's not about being a doormat and allowing people to take advantage of you. It's also not about being everyone personal Jesus. For me it's about not passing judgements and allowing others to live out there own life. No one is perfect and we all fall short. I've grown in this area because I've come to understand that the only one I need to please is Jesus and He is the only one who can give me the eyes and compassion to love others. I fall on His grace more freely and it allows me to gracefully love others.
Thursday, November 12
this week I'm loving.......
via Nector&Light
"rainy night," by blanca gomez
origami tea bags
via follow studio
citrus thyme water
photo by karen mordechai
Monday, September 28
Nathan Rocks!!
Nathan finished up the gate he designed and built. It looks so good! I snapped this picture early in the morning as Lucas headed out for a quick ride.
Tuesday, September 1
First Day of Preschool/First Day on the New Job
Today has been amazing and I feel very blessed!!! Lucas had his first day at Shining Stars Christian Preschool and I started my new job as Youth Director at Warehouse Church!!(The Holy Spirit set this one up, I had know idea that this would be the path my life would be heading!! We had only been at the church a couple of months, but now it's been a couple more months and I really can't express how thankful that I am that God brought us to this church!!!)
I'm so thankful that Lucas is able to attend a preschool that has a spiritual curriculum. It also has two awesome teachers who have a heart for God and little ones. I'm also thankful to be involved with teens again. God has given me a deep passion for serving youth and I can't wait to see what changes will happen in the lives of the youth and how each youth will change my life!!! God is so GOOD!!!!
Thursday, August 20
Rob Bell
I'm a big fan of Rob Bell!! So when Nathan and I found out that he would be back to Chicago to kick off his new tour DROPS LIKE STARS we made sure to promptly order two tickets. We saw him at the Vic for The Gods Aren't Crazy and he was so good live. He has a way of pulling you in and you just let his words soak into your heart! This show was no different!
He talked about the relationship between suffering and creativity. How in agony there can be art. How when we plot, plan and think things are going they way we think they should be going and don't. When things change and we find ourselves in a new place that has freed us up to see things differently and do things differently.
I could relate to how he talked about significant moments in our lives shaping us from the tragic, not when everything worked out smoothly and how we imagined it would all be. It made me think about how living in God's grace is one of the best feelings I've ever experienced. How my faith in Him has pushed me to let go and SOAR in any situation. How being myself with my scares and bruises is good enough. And how I want to continue to live this crazy, beautiful life to the fullest knowing through Christ all things are possible.
Friday, August 7
Saturday, July 18
Moving Slow
BLOOM is coming!!! It's just taking me way to long:) Life is constantly moving and grooving. This summer has been packed. I'll still be using this blog, but mostly for family stuff. I will probably start my new blog with a look back on my short-term mission trip to the Dominican Republic. I have been anticipating this trip for awhile!! Please keep Julie and I in your prayers as we go and serve in the Batey's!!
Sunday, July 5
Positively Heavenly
I made these cupcakes a couple weeks back for Brandi's Birthday!! I brought them to the summer small group we go to and they were a hit!! I hope you enjoy:)
Coconut Cupcakes
by Ina Garten
3/4 Pound unsalted butter at room temperature
2 Cups sugar
5 extra-large eggs at room temperature
1 1/2 Teaspoons pure vanilla extract
1 1/2 Teaspoons pure almond extract
3 Cups all -purpose flour
1 Teaspoon baking powder
1/2 Teaspoon baking soda
1/2 Teaspoon salt
1 Cup buttermilk
14 Ounces sweetened, shredded coconut
Preheat the oven to 325 degrees.
In the bowl of an electric mixer fitted with a paddle attachment, cream the butter and sugar until light and fluffy, about 5 minutes. With the mixer running on low, add the eggs one at a time, scraping down the bowl after each addition. Add the vanilla and almond extracts and mix well.
In a separate bowl, sift together the flour, baking powder, baking soda, and salt. In three parts, alternately add the dry ingredients and the buttermilk to the batter; beginning and ending with the dry. Mix until just combined. Fold in 7 ounces of coconut.
Line a muffin pan with paper liners. Fill each cup to the top with batter. Bake for 25 to 35 minutes, until the tops are brown and a toothpick comes out clean. Allow to cool completely. Frost with cream cheese icing and sprinkle with the remaining coconut.
Cream Cheese Icing
1 Pound cream cheese at room temperature
3/4 Pound unsalted butter at room temperature
1 Teaspoon pure vanilla extract
1/2 Teaspoon pure almond extract
1 1/2 Pounds confectioner's sugar, sifted
In a bowl of an electric mixer fitted with a paddle attachment, blend together the cream cheese, butter, and vanilla and almond extracts. Add the confectioner's sugar and mix until smooth.
Coconut Cupcakes
by Ina Garten
3/4 Pound unsalted butter at room temperature
2 Cups sugar
5 extra-large eggs at room temperature
1 1/2 Teaspoons pure vanilla extract
1 1/2 Teaspoons pure almond extract
3 Cups all -purpose flour
1 Teaspoon baking powder
1/2 Teaspoon baking soda
1/2 Teaspoon salt
1 Cup buttermilk
14 Ounces sweetened, shredded coconut
Preheat the oven to 325 degrees.
In the bowl of an electric mixer fitted with a paddle attachment, cream the butter and sugar until light and fluffy, about 5 minutes. With the mixer running on low, add the eggs one at a time, scraping down the bowl after each addition. Add the vanilla and almond extracts and mix well.
In a separate bowl, sift together the flour, baking powder, baking soda, and salt. In three parts, alternately add the dry ingredients and the buttermilk to the batter; beginning and ending with the dry. Mix until just combined. Fold in 7 ounces of coconut.
Line a muffin pan with paper liners. Fill each cup to the top with batter. Bake for 25 to 35 minutes, until the tops are brown and a toothpick comes out clean. Allow to cool completely. Frost with cream cheese icing and sprinkle with the remaining coconut.
Cream Cheese Icing
1 Pound cream cheese at room temperature
3/4 Pound unsalted butter at room temperature
1 Teaspoon pure vanilla extract
1/2 Teaspoon pure almond extract
1 1/2 Pounds confectioner's sugar, sifted
In a bowl of an electric mixer fitted with a paddle attachment, blend together the cream cheese, butter, and vanilla and almond extracts. Add the confectioner's sugar and mix until smooth.
Saturday, June 27
Simple Dishes
Roasted vegetables are so yummy and the flavors intensify in the oven!! I made this a couple of weeks ago as a main dish. It turned out great and was very filling!! I made it again last week and added eggplant to it and served it with fish.
Tomato Vegetable Casserole
by Giada De Laurentiis
Serves 6
1 medium potato, peeled and cut into 1/2-inch pieces
1 medium sweet potato, peeled and cut into 1/2-inch pieces
2 carrots, peeled and cut into 1/2-inch pieces
1 red pepper, cored, seeded, and cut into 1/2-inch pieces
4 tablespoons olive oil
1 3/4 teaspoons freshly ground pepper
11/2 teaspoons of salt
1/2 red onion, thinly sliced into rings
1 large zucchini, cut crosswise into 1/4-inch-thick slices
2 large ripe tomatoes, cut crosswise into 1/4-inch thick slices
1/2 cup freshly grated Parmesan cheese
2 tablespoons Italian-style dried bread crumbs
Springs of fresh basil, for garnish
Pre-heat the oven to 450 degrees F. In a 13x9x2-inch glass baking dish, toss the potato, sweet potato, carrots, bell pepper, 2 tablespoons of oil, 3/4 teaspoon of pepper, and 1/2 teaspoon of salt. Arrange the onion evenly on top, then top with the zucchini. Drizzle with 1 tablespoon of the oil and sprinkle with 1/2 teaspoon each of salt and pepper. Arrange the tomato slices over the zucchini. Drizzle with the remaining 1 tablespoon of oil and sprinkle with the remaining 1/2 teaspoon each of salt and pepper.
In a small bowl, stir the parmesan and the bread crumbs to blend and sprinkle over the vegetables. Bake uncovered until the vegetables are tender and the topping is golden brown, about 40 minutes. Let cool for 10 minutes. Garnish with fresh basil springs and serve.
Pasta, Pesto, and Peas
by Ina Garten
Serves 12
This is a great Barefoot recipe!! The pesto and spinach give it a hearty flavor. It is a great summer lunch or you could add grilled chicken or salmon to make it more of a dinner meal.
3/4 pound fusilli pasta
3/4 bow-tie pasta
1/4 cup good olive oil
1 1/2 cups homemade pesto
1 10-ounce package frozen chopped spinach, defrosted and squeezed dry
3 tablespoons freshly squeezed lemon juice
1 1/4 cups good mayonnaise
1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese
1 1/2 cups frozen peas, defrosted
1/3 cup pignolis, toasted
3/4 teaspoon kosher salt
3/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
Cook the fusilli and bow ties separately in a large pot of boiling salted water for 10 to 12 minutes, until pasta is al dente. Drain and toss into a bowl with the olive oil. Cool to room temperature.
In the bowl of a food processor fitted with a steel blade, puree the pesto, spinach, and lemon juice. Add the mayonnaise and continue to puree.
Add the pesto mixture to the cooled pasta, then add the Parmesan cheese, peas, pignolis, salt and pepper. Mix well, season to taste, and serve at room temperature.
Homemade Pesto
1/4 cup walnuts
1/4 cup pignolis
3 tablespoons diced garlic (9 cloves)
5 cups fresh basil leaves, packed
1 teaspoon kosher salt
1 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
1 1/2 cups good olive oil
1 cup freshly grated Parmesan cheese
Place the walnuts, pignolis, and garlic in the bowl of a food processor fitted with a steel blade. Process for 30 seconds. Add the basil leaves, salt, and pepper. With the processor running, slowly pour the olive oil into the bowl through the feed tube and process until the pesto is finely pureed. Add Parmesan and puree for a minute. Serve, or store the pesto in the frigerator or freezer with a thin film of olive oil on top.
Tomato Vegetable Casserole
by Giada De Laurentiis
Serves 6
1 medium potato, peeled and cut into 1/2-inch pieces
1 medium sweet potato, peeled and cut into 1/2-inch pieces
2 carrots, peeled and cut into 1/2-inch pieces
1 red pepper, cored, seeded, and cut into 1/2-inch pieces
4 tablespoons olive oil
1 3/4 teaspoons freshly ground pepper
11/2 teaspoons of salt
1/2 red onion, thinly sliced into rings
1 large zucchini, cut crosswise into 1/4-inch-thick slices
2 large ripe tomatoes, cut crosswise into 1/4-inch thick slices
1/2 cup freshly grated Parmesan cheese
2 tablespoons Italian-style dried bread crumbs
Springs of fresh basil, for garnish
Pre-heat the oven to 450 degrees F. In a 13x9x2-inch glass baking dish, toss the potato, sweet potato, carrots, bell pepper, 2 tablespoons of oil, 3/4 teaspoon of pepper, and 1/2 teaspoon of salt. Arrange the onion evenly on top, then top with the zucchini. Drizzle with 1 tablespoon of the oil and sprinkle with 1/2 teaspoon each of salt and pepper. Arrange the tomato slices over the zucchini. Drizzle with the remaining 1 tablespoon of oil and sprinkle with the remaining 1/2 teaspoon each of salt and pepper.
In a small bowl, stir the parmesan and the bread crumbs to blend and sprinkle over the vegetables. Bake uncovered until the vegetables are tender and the topping is golden brown, about 40 minutes. Let cool for 10 minutes. Garnish with fresh basil springs and serve.
Pasta, Pesto, and Peas
by Ina Garten
Serves 12
This is a great Barefoot recipe!! The pesto and spinach give it a hearty flavor. It is a great summer lunch or you could add grilled chicken or salmon to make it more of a dinner meal.
3/4 pound fusilli pasta
3/4 bow-tie pasta
1/4 cup good olive oil
1 1/2 cups homemade pesto
1 10-ounce package frozen chopped spinach, defrosted and squeezed dry
3 tablespoons freshly squeezed lemon juice
1 1/4 cups good mayonnaise
1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese
1 1/2 cups frozen peas, defrosted
1/3 cup pignolis, toasted
3/4 teaspoon kosher salt
3/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
Cook the fusilli and bow ties separately in a large pot of boiling salted water for 10 to 12 minutes, until pasta is al dente. Drain and toss into a bowl with the olive oil. Cool to room temperature.
In the bowl of a food processor fitted with a steel blade, puree the pesto, spinach, and lemon juice. Add the mayonnaise and continue to puree.
Add the pesto mixture to the cooled pasta, then add the Parmesan cheese, peas, pignolis, salt and pepper. Mix well, season to taste, and serve at room temperature.
Homemade Pesto
1/4 cup walnuts
1/4 cup pignolis
3 tablespoons diced garlic (9 cloves)
5 cups fresh basil leaves, packed
1 teaspoon kosher salt
1 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
1 1/2 cups good olive oil
1 cup freshly grated Parmesan cheese
Place the walnuts, pignolis, and garlic in the bowl of a food processor fitted with a steel blade. Process for 30 seconds. Add the basil leaves, salt, and pepper. With the processor running, slowly pour the olive oil into the bowl through the feed tube and process until the pesto is finely pureed. Add Parmesan and puree for a minute. Serve, or store the pesto in the frigerator or freezer with a thin film of olive oil on top.
Thursday, April 30
From my kitchen to yours
You can't really go wrong with Ina Garten the Barefoot Contessa! I've bought most of her cookbooks and actually make a ton of her recipes! I have my favorites: granola, chive biscuits, zucchini with Parmesan, lasagna with turkey sausage, sun-dried tomato dip, guacamole, coconut cupcakes, indonesian ginger chicken, wheatberry salad, chinese chicken salad, lemon cake, and grilled herb shrimp to name a few:) I try to do a new recipe each week!! This week I picked pasta with sun-dried tomatoes. Hope you try it and love it as much as I do!
1/2 pound fusilli (spirals) pasta
Kosher salt
Olive Oil
1 pound of ripe tomatoes, medium-diced
3/4 cup good black olives, such as kalamata, pitted and diced
1 pound fresh mozzarella, medium-diced
6 sun-dried tomatoes in oil, drained and chopped
For the Dressing
5 sun-dried tomatoes in oil, drained
2 tablespoons red wine vinegar
6 tablespoons good olive oil
1 garlic clove, diced
1 teaspoon capers, drained
2 teaspoons kosher salt
3/4 teaspoon freshly ground pepper
1 cup freshly grated Parmesan cheese
1 cup packed basil leaves, julienned(long thin strips)
Cook the pasta in a large pot of boiling salted water with a splash of oil to keep it from sticking together. Boil for 12 minutes, or according to the directions on the package. Drain well and allow to cool. Place the pasta in a bowl and add tomatoes, olives, mozzarella, and chopped sun-dried tomatoes.
For the dressing, combine the sun-dried tomatoes, vinegar, olive oil, garlic, capers, salt, and pepper in a food processor until almost smooth.
Pour the dressing over the pasta, sprinkle with the Parmesan cheese and basil, toss well.
* This salad sits well, so you can make it early in the day. Add the Parmesan and basil just before serving.
Thursday, April 23
A Strong Woman vs A Woman of Strength
Just wanted to share...
A strong woman works out every day,
Pride in her appearance she portrays,
But a woman of strength kneels to pray,
Keeping her soul in shape, God leading the way.
A strong woman isn't afraid of anything,
Looking forward to challenges each day will bring,
Women of strength show courage in the midst of fear,
Knowing triumph through faith because the Lord is near.
Strong women won't let anyone get the best of them,
So skilled in defense even if they have to pretend,
Yet a woman of strength gives her best to everyone,
Being anointed with divine blood from the only begotten Son.
A strong woman relies on the physical attributes making her tough,
In her search for power and money she will never have enough,
A woman of strength understands that it’s not about material stuff,
Knowing that before becoming a diamond first she’ll be in the rough,
A strong woman sometimes disguises her feelings shadowed by clouds,
Unhinged when challenged on her policy becoming boisterous and loud,
A woman of strength concerns herself not with judgment from others,
And will not let business interfere with commitments as a wife and mother.
A strong woman is easily impatient back and forth she will begin to pace,
Counting on her holier than thou attitude instead of depending on faith,
A woman of strength is assured trust in God will always carry her through,
And at the Creator’s appointed time she’ll receive all that is justly due.
A strong woman makes mistakes and avoids the same for tomorrow,
Refusing to take time looking back with reverence and Godly sorrow,
The woman of strength realizes life's mistakes no matter how slim,
While thanking God for the blessings as she capitalizes on them.
A strong woman walks head first with no doubt in her mind,
Again, no matter what, she’ll not make this mistake a second time,
But a woman of strength knows God will catch her when she falls,
So when a situation arises again, she’s not afraid to answer the call.
A strong woman wears the look of confidence on her face,
Always doing whatever it takes to finish, seeking only first place,
The woman of strength competes with an emotional sense of grace,
Understanding it’s more important to run a Holy Spirit filled race.
A strong woman has faith that for the journey she’ll have enough,
No matter how uneven the terrain or roads being rocky and rough,
A woman of strength knows it’s in the journey she will become strong,
And the love of God is forever with her, no matter how difficult or long.
A strong woman when uninformed thinks that she is being mistreated,
In the end her physical attributes fail causing doubt to become seeded,
A woman of strength will compromise as a little give and take is needed,
Why? Because a lesson not learned the first time is soon to be repeated.
© 2006 by Luke Easter & Dee Cheeks
www.LyricsByLucas.com
A strong woman works out every day,
Pride in her appearance she portrays,
But a woman of strength kneels to pray,
Keeping her soul in shape, God leading the way.
A strong woman isn't afraid of anything,
Looking forward to challenges each day will bring,
Women of strength show courage in the midst of fear,
Knowing triumph through faith because the Lord is near.
Strong women won't let anyone get the best of them,
So skilled in defense even if they have to pretend,
Yet a woman of strength gives her best to everyone,
Being anointed with divine blood from the only begotten Son.
A strong woman relies on the physical attributes making her tough,
In her search for power and money she will never have enough,
A woman of strength understands that it’s not about material stuff,
Knowing that before becoming a diamond first she’ll be in the rough,
A strong woman sometimes disguises her feelings shadowed by clouds,
Unhinged when challenged on her policy becoming boisterous and loud,
A woman of strength concerns herself not with judgment from others,
And will not let business interfere with commitments as a wife and mother.
A strong woman is easily impatient back and forth she will begin to pace,
Counting on her holier than thou attitude instead of depending on faith,
A woman of strength is assured trust in God will always carry her through,
And at the Creator’s appointed time she’ll receive all that is justly due.
A strong woman makes mistakes and avoids the same for tomorrow,
Refusing to take time looking back with reverence and Godly sorrow,
The woman of strength realizes life's mistakes no matter how slim,
While thanking God for the blessings as she capitalizes on them.
A strong woman walks head first with no doubt in her mind,
Again, no matter what, she’ll not make this mistake a second time,
But a woman of strength knows God will catch her when she falls,
So when a situation arises again, she’s not afraid to answer the call.
A strong woman wears the look of confidence on her face,
Always doing whatever it takes to finish, seeking only first place,
The woman of strength competes with an emotional sense of grace,
Understanding it’s more important to run a Holy Spirit filled race.
A strong woman has faith that for the journey she’ll have enough,
No matter how uneven the terrain or roads being rocky and rough,
A woman of strength knows it’s in the journey she will become strong,
And the love of God is forever with her, no matter how difficult or long.
A strong woman when uninformed thinks that she is being mistreated,
In the end her physical attributes fail causing doubt to become seeded,
A woman of strength will compromise as a little give and take is needed,
Why? Because a lesson not learned the first time is soon to be repeated.
© 2006 by Luke Easter & Dee Cheeks
www.LyricsByLucas.com
Monday, April 20
Church
Nathan wrote this on his blog and it spoke to my heart!!
thinking out loud
These words are from my current thoughts as I experience the church organization combined with recent thoughts from Shane Claibourne and Brother Yun (both authors). I just can’t seem to sit still. My mind races with a desire for just and right living. Can we not get it right here in America? This probably goes outside America but I see it all around me here and see things done better elsewhere. Enough being vague here, what I am mulling over is the use of money given to the church organization. Its use toward paying off a building loan, employees, starbuck meetings, fireplaces, marketing - mostly things inward and not much towards needs outside the organization. Sustaining itself. What happened to the church being the church in everything from time to tithe? I read about it in the bible and yet this consumer culture has us excited at the building of a new “church” and putting our resources and energy in creating a destination when it seems that Jesus wants to prepare us to go.
My heart is troubled because I am in the same seat I am uncomfortable with. How do I grab my hearts desires and die? Dying to drink in Jesus’ living water to live. Thirsting no more, a life to its full, joy that reaches beyond just being happy or comfortable. Can I still be where I am and truly grow to live? Do I call my brothers (and the sisters) in Christ to grab a coffee or some sunlight, maybe buy a round for the regulars, pray for each other, share the word that God is working in us, come clean with struggles and needs, give to those in need both present and those we know at work or in our physical neighborhood? That to me is the church. That to me is also full of trust and social unknowns enough to give me sweaty palms and wonder if anyone else would show up. The current organization of things seems hard to separate from the book club or the chess club. People with similar interests gathering to enjoy common company. I don’t know others hearts, I just feel like I am part of the church marketing structure and that makes me feel less like a follower and more like a formula.
I don’t have it all figured out, like I said up front - these are just some current thoughts and I’m still thinking.
Sincerely,
nate
thinking out loud
These words are from my current thoughts as I experience the church organization combined with recent thoughts from Shane Claibourne and Brother Yun (both authors). I just can’t seem to sit still. My mind races with a desire for just and right living. Can we not get it right here in America? This probably goes outside America but I see it all around me here and see things done better elsewhere. Enough being vague here, what I am mulling over is the use of money given to the church organization. Its use toward paying off a building loan, employees, starbuck meetings, fireplaces, marketing - mostly things inward and not much towards needs outside the organization. Sustaining itself. What happened to the church being the church in everything from time to tithe? I read about it in the bible and yet this consumer culture has us excited at the building of a new “church” and putting our resources and energy in creating a destination when it seems that Jesus wants to prepare us to go.
My heart is troubled because I am in the same seat I am uncomfortable with. How do I grab my hearts desires and die? Dying to drink in Jesus’ living water to live. Thirsting no more, a life to its full, joy that reaches beyond just being happy or comfortable. Can I still be where I am and truly grow to live? Do I call my brothers (and the sisters) in Christ to grab a coffee or some sunlight, maybe buy a round for the regulars, pray for each other, share the word that God is working in us, come clean with struggles and needs, give to those in need both present and those we know at work or in our physical neighborhood? That to me is the church. That to me is also full of trust and social unknowns enough to give me sweaty palms and wonder if anyone else would show up. The current organization of things seems hard to separate from the book club or the chess club. People with similar interests gathering to enjoy common company. I don’t know others hearts, I just feel like I am part of the church marketing structure and that makes me feel less like a follower and more like a formula.
I don’t have it all figured out, like I said up front - these are just some current thoughts and I’m still thinking.
Sincerely,
nate
Tuesday, April 14
BiRP
The Beacon News ran an article this past Sunday on Nathan's BiRP program!!! I'm so proud of him and everyone else on the TT3 team. Check out the article below:)
Program helps kids build more than bikes
Mentoring program gives youth hands-on training while teaching character
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April 12, 2009
By MARISSA AMONI For The Beacon News
A free bike, a sense of pride and some earned respect -- that's exactly what BiRP is all about. The program with the funny sounding name is a serious attempt to empower youth and help them develop strong character. The acronym stands for "bike repair program," and it is catchy for a reason - to entice local, at-risk kids to give it a shot. Once they do, they're on an eight-week course to build their own bike and a whole lot of character.
When the non-profit organization Triple Threat Mentoring launched BiRP last summer, Nate Miller rode his own BMX bike around Aurora's East Side and knocked on doors to recruit his first group of young bicycle mechanics.
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Jesus Escobar (from left), Leonardo Calderon and Erik Strand, all 11 and from Aurora, repair a bicycle recently during a bike repair program at Triple Threat Mentoring in Aurora.
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"Word spread pretty quick when they found out they can earn a bike," Miller said.
Miller, 36, of Aurora, is an avid bicyclist and runs the program for the 2-year-old organization, founded to be a "catalyst for change" for urban youth. Miller used to race BMX bikes and participated in the world titles in Australia.
Sitting in a conference room overlooking LaSalle Street in downtown Aurora, he talked about how kids relate to bikes. "They're freedom for kids," he said.
But for as much power as a bike can bring to kids, "they've never seen the inside of a bike," Miller said. So BiRP starts at the beginning, which means stripping the bicycle down to its bare frame. And, then, building it back up again.
BiRP teaches hands-on how to build a bike and each week they are one step closer to having a "sweet looking Triple Threat bike."
Owning their freedom
A raised platform inside of Triple Threat's second floor studio at 76 S. LaSalle St. serves as a bike repair shop while the group of boys wrenches and greases their small-framed racing bikes.
BiRP mechanics get to choose their own bike at one of the first classes, and they all have their own workstations and tools. After the bikes are put together, a guest bicycle mechanic teaches a one-session bike repair clinic at the sixth session.
"They are basically owning everything they do," Miller said.
All of the bike frames are painted black and sport white Triple Threat logos.
Alex Lopez, 12, of Aurora, is one of the first to ride a Triple Threat bike. He participated in the initial BiRP session and is now a BiRP graduate and youth leader for the program.
At the first class, Lopez got into a scuffle with another boy - but Miller worked with him and he was invited back as a leader after he completed the program.
"It gave him more confidence to do things. It kept him out of trouble," said Alex's mom, Lisa Brown.
Teaching respect is at the forefront of each BiRP class. Sometimes temperaments require that the class take a time out or get a short lesson on appropriate behavior, but they learn to be aware of their behavior.
"I have a heart for kids," Miller said. He grew up in Papa New Guinea and later worked at a boarding school in Indiana. He said that being raised in a different culture helped to cultivate his motivation to help others.
A BiRP class is often the highlight of the week for the participants. "It gives them a destination," Miller said. Attendance is never a problem. In fact, the reverse is true - kids are so "amped" that they will arrive early to the weekly classes.
Juan Valencia of Aurora said that both Miller and the program have helped his 11-year-old son, Carlos, in many ways. "It showed him how to open up to kids," he said. "Now he helps kids fix their bikes." He added that Miller talks to Carlos "like a young man" and said his son made a friend for life with Miller.
Building more than bikes
The program doesn't just transform bikes, said Caleb Lupper, founder of Triple Threat.
It transforms character.
Lupper, 31, lives on Aurora's East Side and he took a leap of faith in October 2007 when he started Triple Threat. He had no money, but he knew the organization - which combines athletes, academics and art to empower urban youth - was needed and could somehow survive. "Amazingly, it's taken off," he said.
He encouraged Miller to leave his office job and come on board last year, but with no funds, it was easier said than done. Well, actually, it was the other way around - it sounded tougher than it was. It just had to be done.
Once Miller came up with the idea of BiRP, all it took was sharing the vision. Donated bikes came flooding in and friends were up until midnight wrenching on several broken and beat-up bikes to salvage about a dozen that could be used for the program.
Then the generosity of some local businesses got BiRP off the ground. Several local businesses, including Performance Bicycle Shop, AC Automotive and Bike Line of Naperville, donated tools and bike stands.
"It has been incredible," Miller said. The program is such a success that they are looking for "encouragers" who are handy with bikes to volunteer so they can offer additional sessions.
Currently, BiRP is offered once in the spring, summer and fall. Each full session is open to five participants. The third BiRP session starts March 19 at the LaSalle Street office.
"The reason we keep our numbers small is because it is about friendships and relationships - quality," Lupper said.
He is excited about the overall impact of the BiRP program; how it encourages alternative transportation and saves bikes from the trash. As a class service project, they donated nine bicycles to Mutual Ground in Aurora, a social-service agency for victims of domestic violence and sexual assault.
"(BiRP) is serving youth and empowering them. They are learning skills," Lupper said.
And that is the mission of Triple Threat: Empowering urban youth to develop confidence, character and life skills.
"We need people to help grow this," he said.
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Program helps kids build more than bikes
Mentoring program gives youth hands-on training while teaching character
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April 12, 2009
By MARISSA AMONI For The Beacon News
A free bike, a sense of pride and some earned respect -- that's exactly what BiRP is all about. The program with the funny sounding name is a serious attempt to empower youth and help them develop strong character. The acronym stands for "bike repair program," and it is catchy for a reason - to entice local, at-risk kids to give it a shot. Once they do, they're on an eight-week course to build their own bike and a whole lot of character.
When the non-profit organization Triple Threat Mentoring launched BiRP last summer, Nate Miller rode his own BMX bike around Aurora's East Side and knocked on doors to recruit his first group of young bicycle mechanics.
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Jesus Escobar (from left), Leonardo Calderon and Erik Strand, all 11 and from Aurora, repair a bicycle recently during a bike repair program at Triple Threat Mentoring in Aurora.
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"Word spread pretty quick when they found out they can earn a bike," Miller said.
Miller, 36, of Aurora, is an avid bicyclist and runs the program for the 2-year-old organization, founded to be a "catalyst for change" for urban youth. Miller used to race BMX bikes and participated in the world titles in Australia.
Sitting in a conference room overlooking LaSalle Street in downtown Aurora, he talked about how kids relate to bikes. "They're freedom for kids," he said.
But for as much power as a bike can bring to kids, "they've never seen the inside of a bike," Miller said. So BiRP starts at the beginning, which means stripping the bicycle down to its bare frame. And, then, building it back up again.
BiRP teaches hands-on how to build a bike and each week they are one step closer to having a "sweet looking Triple Threat bike."
Owning their freedom
A raised platform inside of Triple Threat's second floor studio at 76 S. LaSalle St. serves as a bike repair shop while the group of boys wrenches and greases their small-framed racing bikes.
BiRP mechanics get to choose their own bike at one of the first classes, and they all have their own workstations and tools. After the bikes are put together, a guest bicycle mechanic teaches a one-session bike repair clinic at the sixth session.
"They are basically owning everything they do," Miller said.
All of the bike frames are painted black and sport white Triple Threat logos.
Alex Lopez, 12, of Aurora, is one of the first to ride a Triple Threat bike. He participated in the initial BiRP session and is now a BiRP graduate and youth leader for the program.
At the first class, Lopez got into a scuffle with another boy - but Miller worked with him and he was invited back as a leader after he completed the program.
"It gave him more confidence to do things. It kept him out of trouble," said Alex's mom, Lisa Brown.
Teaching respect is at the forefront of each BiRP class. Sometimes temperaments require that the class take a time out or get a short lesson on appropriate behavior, but they learn to be aware of their behavior.
"I have a heart for kids," Miller said. He grew up in Papa New Guinea and later worked at a boarding school in Indiana. He said that being raised in a different culture helped to cultivate his motivation to help others.
A BiRP class is often the highlight of the week for the participants. "It gives them a destination," Miller said. Attendance is never a problem. In fact, the reverse is true - kids are so "amped" that they will arrive early to the weekly classes.
Juan Valencia of Aurora said that both Miller and the program have helped his 11-year-old son, Carlos, in many ways. "It showed him how to open up to kids," he said. "Now he helps kids fix their bikes." He added that Miller talks to Carlos "like a young man" and said his son made a friend for life with Miller.
Building more than bikes
The program doesn't just transform bikes, said Caleb Lupper, founder of Triple Threat.
It transforms character.
Lupper, 31, lives on Aurora's East Side and he took a leap of faith in October 2007 when he started Triple Threat. He had no money, but he knew the organization - which combines athletes, academics and art to empower urban youth - was needed and could somehow survive. "Amazingly, it's taken off," he said.
He encouraged Miller to leave his office job and come on board last year, but with no funds, it was easier said than done. Well, actually, it was the other way around - it sounded tougher than it was. It just had to be done.
Once Miller came up with the idea of BiRP, all it took was sharing the vision. Donated bikes came flooding in and friends were up until midnight wrenching on several broken and beat-up bikes to salvage about a dozen that could be used for the program.
Then the generosity of some local businesses got BiRP off the ground. Several local businesses, including Performance Bicycle Shop, AC Automotive and Bike Line of Naperville, donated tools and bike stands.
"It has been incredible," Miller said. The program is such a success that they are looking for "encouragers" who are handy with bikes to volunteer so they can offer additional sessions.
Currently, BiRP is offered once in the spring, summer and fall. Each full session is open to five participants. The third BiRP session starts March 19 at the LaSalle Street office.
"The reason we keep our numbers small is because it is about friendships and relationships - quality," Lupper said.
He is excited about the overall impact of the BiRP program; how it encourages alternative transportation and saves bikes from the trash. As a class service project, they donated nine bicycles to Mutual Ground in Aurora, a social-service agency for victims of domestic violence and sexual assault.
"(BiRP) is serving youth and empowering them. They are learning skills," Lupper said.
And that is the mission of Triple Threat: Empowering urban youth to develop confidence, character and life skills.
"We need people to help grow this," he said.
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Tuesday, February 17
Trust Fall
Listen carefully: Unless a grain of wheat is buried in the ground, dead to the world, it is never any more than a grain of wheat.
But if it is buried, it sprouts and reproduces itself many times over.
In the same way, anyone who holds on to life just as it is destroys that life.
But if you let it go, reckless in your love, you'll have it forever, real and eternal. John 12:24
This verse hit me today during my quiet time. Lately, I've been feeling like I have been putting up a wall against God. I'm not angry with Him or questioning Him, I just have Him at arms length and find myself in little ways trying to do life on my own terms. It's funny because so many amazing things are happening and God is providing for me and my family in ways that I could not imagine. I know God has laid my doubts to rest!! I think that fear is playing some role in this and I know that it is not from God.
I love when John says to let go and love in a reckless manner!! I'm sure that God has many more exciting adventures for me and I don't want to get stuck in my "tiny" way of looking at life and miss out in the freedom that can only come from letting go and falling into His arms.
But if it is buried, it sprouts and reproduces itself many times over.
In the same way, anyone who holds on to life just as it is destroys that life.
But if you let it go, reckless in your love, you'll have it forever, real and eternal. John 12:24
This verse hit me today during my quiet time. Lately, I've been feeling like I have been putting up a wall against God. I'm not angry with Him or questioning Him, I just have Him at arms length and find myself in little ways trying to do life on my own terms. It's funny because so many amazing things are happening and God is providing for me and my family in ways that I could not imagine. I know God has laid my doubts to rest!! I think that fear is playing some role in this and I know that it is not from God.
I love when John says to let go and love in a reckless manner!! I'm sure that God has many more exciting adventures for me and I don't want to get stuck in my "tiny" way of looking at life and miss out in the freedom that can only come from letting go and falling into His arms.
Monday, February 16
Moving
I'm going to change up a couple of things on my blog!! I will probably move to another site also. I'll post more when I have new info to share:)
Sunday, February 1
Thursday, January 29
Sweet Life
Lucas and I got to spend a week in California with my sister and her family. We left right before the weather took a turn. The night before a blizzard came through the area so I was concerned, but it didn't end up being as bad as they made it out to be. The next morning the sun was shinning and it was clear so my early morning flight was on-time and only had 30 people on it! Lucas did great on the flight and slept for almost two hours!
The trip was great! Lucas loved spending time with his cousins and their friends and I got to spend some time with my sister. The one thing that I loved was everyday Lucas got to play outside. The weather in California was seasonal warmer then normal and the sun shinning down every day was so nice. Last year when we stayed at my sisters while her family vacationed in Mexico it was rainy with some sun and there where no beach days!! So I was very thankful that things where different for this trip.
I was able to go on runs and workout with my sister at her club a couple of times. We did coffee runs and lunches with the kids and had play dates for them. We spent two days in Santa Cruz at the beach just relaxing and getting sand in everything. My sister had a couple of Junior League events that she invited me to. I got to meet some new people and hear about Junior League and what they do for the community. I don't think I have time for Junior League here in Chicago with everything I've got going in my life, but you never know! I also got to go to my favorite children's bookstore named Hicklebee's! They have an amazing collection of children's books there and every time I'm in town I pick out several hardcover books for Lucas. This year I will surprise Lucas on his birthday with some great new ones!
So, being back in Aurora I hit the ground running! What's new:) We had group, two birthday parties, a major grocery shopping trip, the start up of Connections and then me getting some stomach bug that had me down for the count all day Sunday. It wasn't pretty:)
The trip was great! Lucas loved spending time with his cousins and their friends and I got to spend some time with my sister. The one thing that I loved was everyday Lucas got to play outside. The weather in California was seasonal warmer then normal and the sun shinning down every day was so nice. Last year when we stayed at my sisters while her family vacationed in Mexico it was rainy with some sun and there where no beach days!! So I was very thankful that things where different for this trip.
I was able to go on runs and workout with my sister at her club a couple of times. We did coffee runs and lunches with the kids and had play dates for them. We spent two days in Santa Cruz at the beach just relaxing and getting sand in everything. My sister had a couple of Junior League events that she invited me to. I got to meet some new people and hear about Junior League and what they do for the community. I don't think I have time for Junior League here in Chicago with everything I've got going in my life, but you never know! I also got to go to my favorite children's bookstore named Hicklebee's! They have an amazing collection of children's books there and every time I'm in town I pick out several hardcover books for Lucas. This year I will surprise Lucas on his birthday with some great new ones!
So, being back in Aurora I hit the ground running! What's new:) We had group, two birthday parties, a major grocery shopping trip, the start up of Connections and then me getting some stomach bug that had me down for the count all day Sunday. It wasn't pretty:)
Sunday, January 4
A look back....
This past year has brought many changes, but when does life really ever stand still and not bring change. It's the moments for me big, small, joyful, calm, heart pumping and the occasional storm that swirl around and keeps me going. I learned a lot about myself this year and was faced with the challenge to move forward and not live in the past. Have I arrived, no!!, but I moved over some big mountains. One of those being able to just be "me"! No labels just good old me flaws and all:) I began to understand that I don't need to hold tight to the "what if's", the "if only's" or find my face in any of the crap that tries to rob me of my true delight in seeing through God's eyes.
Another thing I grew in was allowing myself the longing and ache I feel in my heart for the loss of my mom. I know I will always think of my mom and her passing, but God has given me so much grace to trust in Him in those gray moments.
Our family started a new journey in June with Triple Threat Mentoring as Nathan took a job as the Art's & Music Director. It perfectly fits who he is and he has flourished in what he does. No job is perfect, but it's pretty apparent that God has him right where He wants him, making an impact with kids on the East Side of Aurora. I admire him for looking outside the box and in trusting God to be the ultimate guide for our family.
Lucas continues to be a great joy in my life. He has taught me so much about myself and the love I have for him is more than I could have ever imagined. With the joy of motherhood there can also be trials. I have grown in the area of patience and giving of myself in a less selfish way. I wish I kept a running tab of how many deep, deep breathes I've had to take:)
I've also been strengthened by so many of my friendships. I truly feel blessed when I think of who God has placed in my life. Ones who love me, encourage me, strengthen me, listen to me and give me reality. There have been some moments that have stood still and I've felt God work in ways that I just can't explain. My friends are my family.
I'm looking forward to 2009!! I want to continue to grow in my faith, giving myself in a more selfless ways, exploring new places, going off the beaten path and continuing to have a marriage seasoned with grace and love. I guess just watching the wonder of it all.
*This song was written by one of Nathan's friend and I love it!! I wanted to share the lyrics with everyone and I hope that it will bring you peace, I know it has for me.
If It Be Your Will by Jamey Clayberg
There's a river in my soul
Where it leads I don't know
But I will ride it even so
and peace be still if it be your will
There's a mountain in my mind
And there is no way I can climb
You give me the strength I find
peace be still if it be your will
There is an aching in my heart
And it falls all apart
But you give me a brand new start
peace be still if it be your will
There's a dark cloud in my eye and it rains down inside
You bring me a bright blue sky
and peace be still if it be your will
(A cool guitar jam)
I praise you, I praise you my Lord
your children call your name out loud
we raise this joyful noise to you,to you, to you
there's a river in my soul
I praise you, I praise you my Lord
your children call your name out loud
we raise this joyful noise to you, to you.......
Another thing I grew in was allowing myself the longing and ache I feel in my heart for the loss of my mom. I know I will always think of my mom and her passing, but God has given me so much grace to trust in Him in those gray moments.
Our family started a new journey in June with Triple Threat Mentoring as Nathan took a job as the Art's & Music Director. It perfectly fits who he is and he has flourished in what he does. No job is perfect, but it's pretty apparent that God has him right where He wants him, making an impact with kids on the East Side of Aurora. I admire him for looking outside the box and in trusting God to be the ultimate guide for our family.
Lucas continues to be a great joy in my life. He has taught me so much about myself and the love I have for him is more than I could have ever imagined. With the joy of motherhood there can also be trials. I have grown in the area of patience and giving of myself in a less selfish way. I wish I kept a running tab of how many deep, deep breathes I've had to take:)
I've also been strengthened by so many of my friendships. I truly feel blessed when I think of who God has placed in my life. Ones who love me, encourage me, strengthen me, listen to me and give me reality. There have been some moments that have stood still and I've felt God work in ways that I just can't explain. My friends are my family.
I'm looking forward to 2009!! I want to continue to grow in my faith, giving myself in a more selfless ways, exploring new places, going off the beaten path and continuing to have a marriage seasoned with grace and love. I guess just watching the wonder of it all.
*This song was written by one of Nathan's friend and I love it!! I wanted to share the lyrics with everyone and I hope that it will bring you peace, I know it has for me.
If It Be Your Will by Jamey Clayberg
There's a river in my soul
Where it leads I don't know
But I will ride it even so
and peace be still if it be your will
There's a mountain in my mind
And there is no way I can climb
You give me the strength I find
peace be still if it be your will
There is an aching in my heart
And it falls all apart
But you give me a brand new start
peace be still if it be your will
There's a dark cloud in my eye and it rains down inside
You bring me a bright blue sky
and peace be still if it be your will
(A cool guitar jam)
I praise you, I praise you my Lord
your children call your name out loud
we raise this joyful noise to you,to you, to you
there's a river in my soul
I praise you, I praise you my Lord
your children call your name out loud
we raise this joyful noise to you, to you.......
December
I had been meaning to write this before December was over, but life happens!! This past month flew by for me. Nathan finished with work on the 19th for a much needed two week break! He wrapped up his art, music and BiRP programs right before the Christmas break. Triple Threat also had their volunteer and partner appreciation dinner that he was very busy preparing for. He made an awesome mural that everyone could sign and leave a message (They are going to frame it and put it up in the studio). Everyone got to take home a cool TT3 ornament also!
We also had our TT3 staff dinner at Maggiono's. It was a great night to be all together and relax with good friends and good food. I'm so thankful that Nathan is able to do something that he is passionate about which pushes him in many ways, creatively and spiritually. I love that I can help him with his programs and make snacks for his BiRP kids. God has truly taken Triple Threat under His wings!!
During Nathan's time off we took a lot of time to spend as a family, for ourselves and time to spend with friends. Lucas got to take his first train ride and cab ride in the city. We also looked at the Macy's windows and ate lunch at the Walnut Room. Some other things that we got to take Lucas to where Legoland, the Morton Arboretum Magical Train Exhibit, and good old Bounce Town (whew!). It's been a great break and I'm ready to get back to reality:) Lucas is going to be starting some park district classes soon and we (Lucas and I) will be taking a week vacation to California to spend time with my sister and her three children. Lucas is over the moon about getting to spend time with his cousins. I included a slide show of most of the pictures I took through December on the right side!
We also had our TT3 staff dinner at Maggiono's. It was a great night to be all together and relax with good friends and good food. I'm so thankful that Nathan is able to do something that he is passionate about which pushes him in many ways, creatively and spiritually. I love that I can help him with his programs and make snacks for his BiRP kids. God has truly taken Triple Threat under His wings!!
During Nathan's time off we took a lot of time to spend as a family, for ourselves and time to spend with friends. Lucas got to take his first train ride and cab ride in the city. We also looked at the Macy's windows and ate lunch at the Walnut Room. Some other things that we got to take Lucas to where Legoland, the Morton Arboretum Magical Train Exhibit, and good old Bounce Town (whew!). It's been a great break and I'm ready to get back to reality:) Lucas is going to be starting some park district classes soon and we (Lucas and I) will be taking a week vacation to California to spend time with my sister and her three children. Lucas is over the moon about getting to spend time with his cousins. I included a slide show of most of the pictures I took through December on the right side!
Tuesday, December 16
Tuesday, December 2
*Family*
This past Sunday afternoon Nathan and Lucas did some painting with Nathan's acrylic paints. Lucas loved it!! Nathan showed him how to mix color's and Lucas created three pictures! I'm going to get some frames so we can hang them up. It felt like one of those special moments for me to see them together. Nathan is such a good dad and I'm so thankful for that.
Sunday, November 23
At Peace
DogWood,Blossoms
Half Dome, Merced River in Yosemite Valley
I'm a big fan of Ansel Adams photography. Looking at these pictures today it helps me to take a deep breath!!
Half Dome, Merced River in Yosemite Valley
I'm a big fan of Ansel Adams photography. Looking at these pictures today it helps me to take a deep breath!!
Tuesday, November 18
Let it Snow
Nathan loves the snow and Lucas is excited to get out and play in it! So.. when it started coming down yesterday,Lucas and Nathan headed right outside. Lucas wanted to ride his bike! If he could take that bike with him everywhere he went he would be happy boy! He also got to wear his new winter coat and hat thanks to grandpa and grandma.
Thursday, November 6
Before
I'm so excited because Nathan is going to start fixing up this Schwinn cruiser! It is pretty old, but still rides well and is in great condition. It has a University of Illinois sticker on it that expired in 1968! So, Nathan is going to take it apart and built it back up! I want him to paint it a robin's blue egg color with a chocolate brown seat. I'll post some more pictures when Nathan starts taking it apart and when it's done!!!
Sunday, October 19
Scarecrows and Pumpkins
Saturday we spent the day at one of my favorite places... the Morton Arboretum!!! They have a cool Scarecrow display that features over 30 Scarecrows that the Girl Scout Troops designed. They were very different, not the typical which made them more fun to look at. I liked the River Girl one the best!! Very unique, it is a river with a windmill attached that drives a fish, turtle, and frog out of the stream.
When we joined the Arboretum awhile back we got free tickets to ride the Acorn Express that we took advantage of that day. We ate our packed lunch on the ride and sat back to relax and hear the history of the Arboretum. After the ride we went in to get some warm drinks. Lucas got his first hot chocolate which he loved. We got a cute video of his reaction. Then we headed across to the kids section and let Lucas do his thing. He got to pick out a pumpkin and decorate it which was fun to see what colors and design he created. We then spent some time near the tree house where he could do some climbing. I still feel like he is going to fall and break every bone in his body:) He is turning into such a rough and tumble boy. Jumping off things, climbing up things, running and sliding on the ground, riding his bike. I know this is only the beginning so I need to get some tougher skin!! We headed out and did some more walking and then grabbed some roasted corn that they where selling outside. They also had a neat make your own taffy apple bar!! Yummy! It was a fun day and we were all tired by the time we headed out which made for a quick bedtime when we got home with Lucas.
When we joined the Arboretum awhile back we got free tickets to ride the Acorn Express that we took advantage of that day. We ate our packed lunch on the ride and sat back to relax and hear the history of the Arboretum. After the ride we went in to get some warm drinks. Lucas got his first hot chocolate which he loved. We got a cute video of his reaction. Then we headed across to the kids section and let Lucas do his thing. He got to pick out a pumpkin and decorate it which was fun to see what colors and design he created. We then spent some time near the tree house where he could do some climbing. I still feel like he is going to fall and break every bone in his body:) He is turning into such a rough and tumble boy. Jumping off things, climbing up things, running and sliding on the ground, riding his bike. I know this is only the beginning so I need to get some tougher skin!! We headed out and did some more walking and then grabbed some roasted corn that they where selling outside. They also had a neat make your own taffy apple bar!! Yummy! It was a fun day and we were all tired by the time we headed out which made for a quick bedtime when we got home with Lucas.
Thursday, October 16
Grateful
Wow, the last couple of days have gone by so quickly and today my body feels more like mine!! This past Sunday I ran in the Chicago Marathon. It was truly an amazing experience with some lows and highs.
I started training for this Marathon 18 weeks prior and had some lows and highs in my training also . My first several weeks of training went well. I got shin splints that had me struggling to get back on track for almost two weeks. The time commitment blew me away and I was always planning my life around the runs that I had to do that week! I learned that taking a step back wasn't as hard as I thought... that the grace that I gave myself was a big step in my growth. I can say that it helped tremnendoulsy to have a friend(Lauren) to check in with my runs and to spur each other on. It helped to have an amazing husband who pushed me to not give up and who didn't mind rubbing my feet:)
Two of my longer runs in my training that I loved were the 15 miler I did in Door County (because of where I got to run and what was surrounding me) and completing my 20 miler which I did in 4:30. I burst into tears around mile 17 realizing that I was getting closer to the day when I would have to push past those 20 to go 26 miles and 385 yards!
The excitement started Friday night when the Miller's and Marasco's meet up at the Expo and got our bib numbers and packets. We walked around checking things out, sampling stuff and feeling the energy in the air. I watched this video they had of the the entire coarse running through the twenty-nine neighborhoods. Yes, I choked up a bit. I also was anticipating my friends coming in Saturday morning and I couldn't wait to see them!
Sunday morning Nick and Lauren picked me up and we hopped on the train to Union station. Gina meet us in Naperville and it was great to have her with us because she had run the Marathon a couple of years back and did well. I must have used the bathroom nine times and I felt the butterflies swirling. Off the train and a few blocks later we hit the mass crowd of people who where all there to run!! It was pretty spectacular!!
I saw family and friends at mile three and mile eleven! I was grateful for that and the kiss I gave Lucas at mile 11 carried me for awhile. Hearing him say, "go mama! go!" helped too! My plans started changing with my pace half way because I couldn't keep up with my pace team and I started to feel all kinds of wonderful new aches and pains. The bottom of my feet felt like they where on fire. By mile 17 I was thinking that I wanted to stop and find the people with the green shirts to take me back to the finish!!
long story short:) I didn't stop, I just pushed myself to do the best I could. When I needed to walk I did, when I ran I pushed myself to just go minutes longer. I just wanted to cross the finish line. I did and it was a good feeling! Nathan jumped out right before the finish to run across with me. He held my hand and told me how proud he was of me for finishing. That was a good feeling!
After some refueling and some pictures and stretching we headed out, grabbing some lunch for me because I was starving! In a way I didn't want to eat, but I knew I needed to. The rest of the day I took it easy and spent time with friends. Monday I was still sore so I stretched and soaked with Epsom salts several times.
On Monday Beth, Wayne, Nathan and I went out to Wildfire in Oakbrook to celebrate. It was a great night and I loved getting to know Beth's husband better.
The last couple of days I've been thinking about how grateful I am for many things in my life. I'm grateful for family and friends who are my greatest supporters (thanks to everyone who congratulated and encouraged me on facebook). I'm grateful that I didn't give up and crossed the finish line! And I'm grateful that the next finishing line that I cross will only be only after a 5k. Thank goodness for the Turkey Trot!!!!!
I started training for this Marathon 18 weeks prior and had some lows and highs in my training also . My first several weeks of training went well. I got shin splints that had me struggling to get back on track for almost two weeks. The time commitment blew me away and I was always planning my life around the runs that I had to do that week! I learned that taking a step back wasn't as hard as I thought... that the grace that I gave myself was a big step in my growth. I can say that it helped tremnendoulsy to have a friend(Lauren) to check in with my runs and to spur each other on. It helped to have an amazing husband who pushed me to not give up and who didn't mind rubbing my feet:)
Two of my longer runs in my training that I loved were the 15 miler I did in Door County (because of where I got to run and what was surrounding me) and completing my 20 miler which I did in 4:30. I burst into tears around mile 17 realizing that I was getting closer to the day when I would have to push past those 20 to go 26 miles and 385 yards!
The excitement started Friday night when the Miller's and Marasco's meet up at the Expo and got our bib numbers and packets. We walked around checking things out, sampling stuff and feeling the energy in the air. I watched this video they had of the the entire coarse running through the twenty-nine neighborhoods. Yes, I choked up a bit. I also was anticipating my friends coming in Saturday morning and I couldn't wait to see them!
Sunday morning Nick and Lauren picked me up and we hopped on the train to Union station. Gina meet us in Naperville and it was great to have her with us because she had run the Marathon a couple of years back and did well. I must have used the bathroom nine times and I felt the butterflies swirling. Off the train and a few blocks later we hit the mass crowd of people who where all there to run!! It was pretty spectacular!!
I saw family and friends at mile three and mile eleven! I was grateful for that and the kiss I gave Lucas at mile 11 carried me for awhile. Hearing him say, "go mama! go!" helped too! My plans started changing with my pace half way because I couldn't keep up with my pace team and I started to feel all kinds of wonderful new aches and pains. The bottom of my feet felt like they where on fire. By mile 17 I was thinking that I wanted to stop and find the people with the green shirts to take me back to the finish!!
long story short:) I didn't stop, I just pushed myself to do the best I could. When I needed to walk I did, when I ran I pushed myself to just go minutes longer. I just wanted to cross the finish line. I did and it was a good feeling! Nathan jumped out right before the finish to run across with me. He held my hand and told me how proud he was of me for finishing. That was a good feeling!
After some refueling and some pictures and stretching we headed out, grabbing some lunch for me because I was starving! In a way I didn't want to eat, but I knew I needed to. The rest of the day I took it easy and spent time with friends. Monday I was still sore so I stretched and soaked with Epsom salts several times.
On Monday Beth, Wayne, Nathan and I went out to Wildfire in Oakbrook to celebrate. It was a great night and I loved getting to know Beth's husband better.
The last couple of days I've been thinking about how grateful I am for many things in my life. I'm grateful for family and friends who are my greatest supporters (thanks to everyone who congratulated and encouraged me on facebook). I'm grateful that I didn't give up and crossed the finish line! And I'm grateful that the next finishing line that I cross will only be only after a 5k. Thank goodness for the Turkey Trot!!!!!
Wednesday, October 15
Tuesday, September 23
Triple Threat Bike Ride
I was able to help out on Saturday for the 15 mile round trip bike ride. Nathan's mom took Lucas for the day so I could help Nathan from start to finish!! It reminded me of the old days when Nathan and I worked together with the kids at New Horizons! We started out at the Prisco Center in Aurora. It was so exciting seeing all the kids arrive and get ready to ride. Nathan had a bunch of the donated bikes fixed up for the kids that didn't have a bike to ride. We ended up having 94 kids!!!
Once at the Forest Preserve in Batavia we had a big cookout then did a bunch of games. It was exciting to see all the kids enjoying themselves and just having fun. A couple of Nathan's BiRP kids were at the ride with their fixed up bikes. It got a lot of the other kids excited and they wanted to know how they could get into the BiRP program.
Triple Threat has an upcoming soccer tournament and Nathan's Art's programs (painting,and guitar lessons)kick off in October.
Friday, September 19
Conversion
I have to share this... A thought by Kathleen Norris
In living out my conversion as a daily and lifelong process, I treasure most the example of my grandmother Totten, who dwelled in one marriage, one home, one church congregation for over sixty years. Her faith was alive for anyone to see; her life demonstrates that conversion is no more spectacular than learning to love people we live with and work among. It does not mean seeking out the most exotic spiritual experience, or the ideal religion, the holiest teachers who will give us the greatest return on our investment. Conversion is seeing ourselves, and the ordinary people in our families, our classrooms, and on the job, in a new light. Can it be that these very people-even the difficult, unbearable ones-are the ones God has given us, so that together we might find salvation? Taking a good look at myself and the people I live and work with, I might assume that God is foolish indeed. I might also begin to have an awe-inspiring glimpse into the uncomfortable implications of Paul's exhortation to the Philippians to "work out your own salvation with fear and trembling".
In living out my conversion as a daily and lifelong process, I treasure most the example of my grandmother Totten, who dwelled in one marriage, one home, one church congregation for over sixty years. Her faith was alive for anyone to see; her life demonstrates that conversion is no more spectacular than learning to love people we live with and work among. It does not mean seeking out the most exotic spiritual experience, or the ideal religion, the holiest teachers who will give us the greatest return on our investment. Conversion is seeing ourselves, and the ordinary people in our families, our classrooms, and on the job, in a new light. Can it be that these very people-even the difficult, unbearable ones-are the ones God has given us, so that together we might find salvation? Taking a good look at myself and the people I live and work with, I might assume that God is foolish indeed. I might also begin to have an awe-inspiring glimpse into the uncomfortable implications of Paul's exhortation to the Philippians to "work out your own salvation with fear and trembling".
Wednesday, September 10
Anticipation
I'm really looking forward to this fall. There have been hints of it showing early this year. I wouldn't mind... There is a certain smell of crispness in the air that I love.
When I think of fall so many things come to mind from my childhood to my adulthood... the leaves changing at the Morton Arboretum, games & puzzles around the table, pillar candles in rich Autumn colors, bowls of apples and pears at the table, spiced cider on the stove filling the house with aroma, Harvest Moon's, picking out the perfect pumpkin, collecting leaves with Lucas, Biographies(for some reason I read more of them in the fall), pumpkin spice lattes, dried flowers, grill cheese and tomato soup on a rainy afternoon, homemade sweet, homemade yogurt& herb bread, hoodies, sweaters and fleeces, hiking in the woods, listen to old records, keeping the house cool so you can snuggle up in blankets, a good glass of wine, and listening to the leaves clap in the wind.
All those things have been swirling around my head and I anticipate this fall to be great.
When I think of fall so many things come to mind from my childhood to my adulthood... the leaves changing at the Morton Arboretum, games & puzzles around the table, pillar candles in rich Autumn colors, bowls of apples and pears at the table, spiced cider on the stove filling the house with aroma, Harvest Moon's, picking out the perfect pumpkin, collecting leaves with Lucas, Biographies(for some reason I read more of them in the fall), pumpkin spice lattes, dried flowers, grill cheese and tomato soup on a rainy afternoon, homemade sweet, homemade yogurt& herb bread, hoodies, sweaters and fleeces, hiking in the woods, listen to old records, keeping the house cool so you can snuggle up in blankets, a good glass of wine, and listening to the leaves clap in the wind.
All those things have been swirling around my head and I anticipate this fall to be great.
Monday, September 8
Door County
We took off late last week for a trip to Door County, Wisconsin. We stayed in a town called Fish Creek at a family's friend vacation home. Nathan and I have done some camping up in Fish Creek and have also stayed at an inn for a family get together. So, we have spent some time around Fish Creek and were looking forward to it. This was Lucas's first time up and he loved it!! He was excited to bring his bike up of course:) The house was amazing complete with a huge fireplace and big master bathroom Jacuzzi that you could soak in and look out through a huge window. All you could see were woods and the wildflowers. Not bad:) I could get used to that. The weather was good. Not to cold, not too hot. Getting back tonight is a little shock to the system. Anyways, some highlights....
*Dinner's out!! ( I love to cook, but a girl needs a break!)
*Mountain biking in Peninsula St. Park.
*Hiking in the woods.
*Picking up two more mugs at the Potters Wheel Studio! (The owner's have been there for fifty years and have some amazing art.)
*Downtime, reading.
*Not Licked Yet. The best frozen custard.
*Watching the sunset in Egg Harbor.
*Having espresso in Ephraim at Leoroy's. (Nathan's dream spot for coffee and grand thoughts.)
*Getting my 15 miles in, then soaking my poor legs in the jacuzzi:)
*Breakfast at the White Gull Inn. The have the best cherry stuffed french toast I've ever tasted.
*Going with the flow!!!
*Dinner's out!! ( I love to cook, but a girl needs a break!)
*Mountain biking in Peninsula St. Park.
*Hiking in the woods.
*Picking up two more mugs at the Potters Wheel Studio! (The owner's have been there for fifty years and have some amazing art.)
*Downtime, reading.
*Not Licked Yet. The best frozen custard.
*Watching the sunset in Egg Harbor.
*Having espresso in Ephraim at Leoroy's. (Nathan's dream spot for coffee and grand thoughts.)
*Getting my 15 miles in, then soaking my poor legs in the jacuzzi:)
*Breakfast at the White Gull Inn. The have the best cherry stuffed french toast I've ever tasted.
*Going with the flow!!!
Tuesday, September 2
More Later
Yes, I just added pictures with no words (Our zoo trip; Triple Threat pictures including Nathan with his BiRP kids, the Art's Clinic, and the kids at the Back to School Event at Brady).
I have some thoughts and updates, but the U.S. Open has my attention right now. I also really need to get my ZZZ's so I can be at my best for my nine miles tomorrow!!
I have some thoughts and updates, but the U.S. Open has my attention right now. I also really need to get my ZZZ's so I can be at my best for my nine miles tomorrow!!
Monday, August 18
Long Weekend
Friday we took off for Michigan to camp out at my friend Radomi's farm! She was throwing a birthday party for her husband and Dad and asked us down for the weekend. Some of the other guests were camping so we thought that we would join in. We won't have a chance the rest of the summer so we decided to go for it.
It was amazing weather for camping out, the nights were nice and cool. It was great being on the farm and having a lot of space to roam. Lucas had so much fun with Ben's four-wheeler and just running around exploring. He loved the garden, playing with the bunnies, and especially sleeping in the tent. He did great and both nights and fell asleep right away. Both nights the moon was full and the sky was full of stars. I felt like I was in heaven.
Lucas took a great nap in the afternoon Saturday. Nathan and I took some time to relax outside and talked about what God was teaching us right now and where we needed to grow. We talked about how we do "church" and wanting to grow in loving others. We talked about the impact we can make in our community and in our family. I feel very blessed right now and can see how both of us have grown and been stretched in many aspects of our lives to prepare us for what we are doing now!!
I also loved cooking with Radomi. She planned a great spread and I got to help her out in the kitchen. It's fun for us and we work well together. One of my favorites was the enchiladas verdes with zucchini, a cucumber and radish salad with plum vinegar, and peach pie. There was so much food made from scratch from her garden. The party was a hit and to close it out we had a big bonfire later in the evening.
Sunday we went through the garden and Radomi showed me around and pointed everything out to me. It was pretty amazing and she picked out so many goodies for me to bring home - Zucchini, cucumber, beans, potatoes, summer squash, sweet corn, fresh dill, thyme, and basil. There where some many other things growing in the garden too - pumpkins, watermelon, tomatoes, cabbage, lettuce, raspberries, and edible flowers. It was amazing! When we got home Sunday night I was excited to get my menu for the week planned around all the fresh veggies I brought back.
It was amazing weather for camping out, the nights were nice and cool. It was great being on the farm and having a lot of space to roam. Lucas had so much fun with Ben's four-wheeler and just running around exploring. He loved the garden, playing with the bunnies, and especially sleeping in the tent. He did great and both nights and fell asleep right away. Both nights the moon was full and the sky was full of stars. I felt like I was in heaven.
Lucas took a great nap in the afternoon Saturday. Nathan and I took some time to relax outside and talked about what God was teaching us right now and where we needed to grow. We talked about how we do "church" and wanting to grow in loving others. We talked about the impact we can make in our community and in our family. I feel very blessed right now and can see how both of us have grown and been stretched in many aspects of our lives to prepare us for what we are doing now!!
I also loved cooking with Radomi. She planned a great spread and I got to help her out in the kitchen. It's fun for us and we work well together. One of my favorites was the enchiladas verdes with zucchini, a cucumber and radish salad with plum vinegar, and peach pie. There was so much food made from scratch from her garden. The party was a hit and to close it out we had a big bonfire later in the evening.
Sunday we went through the garden and Radomi showed me around and pointed everything out to me. It was pretty amazing and she picked out so many goodies for me to bring home - Zucchini, cucumber, beans, potatoes, summer squash, sweet corn, fresh dill, thyme, and basil. There where some many other things growing in the garden too - pumpkins, watermelon, tomatoes, cabbage, lettuce, raspberries, and edible flowers. It was amazing! When we got home Sunday night I was excited to get my menu for the week planned around all the fresh veggies I brought back.
Wednesday, August 13
Someday
So..... I've downloaded some pictures from last week of all of us Miller's!!!! I plan on writing some updates, it's just finding the time and not picking Facebook over this little blog of mine:) I'm really not into being online all the time. Keeping up with e-mails is a big accomplishment for me:) I guess there are seasons for everything. So soon hopefully:)
Tuesday, August 12
Wednesday, July 30
Thankful
I've been thinking about how thankful I am for some things in my life. I had a rough week last week, but the clouds are clearing. I'm tired and need some rest so I'll keep this short and sweet.
I'm thankful for the support of my friends. I've got a really good circle,that keep it real! I'm thankful for Nathan and how he pushes me to continue to hold on tight and dream big. I'm thankful for the start up of my training again!! Those two weeks of no running felt like an eternity. I'm thankful that Nate's brothers and wives are in town so the cousins can all be together. I'm thankful for a solo visit with my sister in August! Lastly, I'm thankful that God is growing and stretching me and will never be done with me. Peace
I'm thankful for the support of my friends. I've got a really good circle,that keep it real! I'm thankful for Nathan and how he pushes me to continue to hold on tight and dream big. I'm thankful for the start up of my training again!! Those two weeks of no running felt like an eternity. I'm thankful that Nate's brothers and wives are in town so the cousins can all be together. I'm thankful for a solo visit with my sister in August! Lastly, I'm thankful that God is growing and stretching me and will never be done with me. Peace
Sunday, July 20
Thursday, July 17
Runnin'
Week 6 *STOP RUNNING*
Sometimes plans change.... I saw myself fighting some changes I needed to make in regards to my running. My right shin isn't getting any better and on Tuesday I did my three mile run in pure agony!!! I was telling myself to run through the pain, but I'm not going to put that pressure on myself. I need to rest!!!! I thought maybe it would just go away, but it hasn't.
Tuesday night I had planned on going to the running store to pick up some new shoes and some gear that I needed. I thought it would be a good idea to also talk with one of the guys there for some training advice. I ended up talking with a guy there who does a lot of racing himself and is a trainer. He took the time to talk me through some stuff and helped me to realize I needed to stop running!!! It was the only option. He gave me some other good tips and we looked at some gear and I got fitted for some new shoes. So I didn't do anymore running this week :( I iced and used Tiger Balm four to five times a day. I "tried" to take it easy. My right shin is still not feeling tip top, but I'm crossing my fingers for next Tuesday.
Sunday, July 13
Runnin'
Week 5 Ouch!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have two words for you SHIN SPLINTS. UGH!!! Long story short, I'm not happy with this week!! BUT, I'm feeling better about things. I think I can be my worst critic and I have a hard time cutting myself slack!! So here is the run down.... Mon. rest, Tues. 3 miles, Wed. 5 miles, Thurs. rested my bleeping shins... Fri. Off (thank God), Sat. 6 miles running, 2 miles walking - four miles shy of my 10 needed, Sunday 45 minute bike ride where I felt like I took a deep breath:)
Sunday, July 6
Runnin'
Week 4 All about Saturday
I really couldn't think about any of my runs other then the nine miles on Saturday!! Friday night I had butterflies in my stomach!
Mon. I rested, Tue. three miles, Wed. four miles, Thurs. three miles, Fri. I rested, Sat. I ran nine miles, and Sun. I did a thirty min walk/ thirty min bike. It's nice because my friend Lauren is running the marathon too and we check in with each other about our runs and I knew she was running her nine miles on Saturday!! She had a great day herself running around eight minute miles!!!! I felt good just a new blister and some chaffing. I can't believe I have a ten miles next Saturday:) This training is intense! When I got home Lucas and Nathan where out in the back yard in the pool so I took a little dip myself.
Open Skies
Busy week, but fun!! Nate dogg kicked off his biking program (BiRP) Thursday, with five kids from the East side of Aurora. He did amazing and I'm so proud of him. Maybe next week I'll stop by the studio and take some pics, he will be meeting with the kids for the next eight weeks.
Triple Threat moved into their new space about a week ago and it is a sweet spot! I'll probably wait till the official open house to post pictures of it as they do some painting etc.
Other news, Lucas got a cool tricycle that he has already put many miles on. It seems like all he wants to do is go outside. He is also nearing the end of the sportster class which he loves (partly because Hannah is in it...) and has done well in it. I think I want to get him signed up for some more sports classes but will probably take a break this next session. I think he is getting too old for the little learner class, even though I love the teacher, He seems to like sports more. The fourth was fun and we headed to the fourth of July hometown parade with friends. Lucas had a blast with the firetruck. He got to try on a hat, hold the hose, sit in the seat, and follow the truck around the block in the parade. Later that day (as I watched the men's semi-finals...Wimbledon) we headed over to the Moberly's four of July cookout. It was fun to hang out with a bunch of people, some who we don't see that often. Joe and Becky's place is always very inviting!
Last but not least, my heart was broken on Sunday as Federer did not win Wimbledon against Nadal. It was a nail biting game and I'm thankful that Nate let me watch, seeing how the rain delays made it into an all day affair.
Triple Threat moved into their new space about a week ago and it is a sweet spot! I'll probably wait till the official open house to post pictures of it as they do some painting etc.
Other news, Lucas got a cool tricycle that he has already put many miles on. It seems like all he wants to do is go outside. He is also nearing the end of the sportster class which he loves (partly because Hannah is in it...) and has done well in it. I think I want to get him signed up for some more sports classes but will probably take a break this next session. I think he is getting too old for the little learner class, even though I love the teacher, He seems to like sports more. The fourth was fun and we headed to the fourth of July hometown parade with friends. Lucas had a blast with the firetruck. He got to try on a hat, hold the hose, sit in the seat, and follow the truck around the block in the parade. Later that day (as I watched the men's semi-finals...Wimbledon) we headed over to the Moberly's four of July cookout. It was fun to hang out with a bunch of people, some who we don't see that often. Joe and Becky's place is always very inviting!
Last but not least, my heart was broken on Sunday as Federer did not win Wimbledon against Nadal. It was a nail biting game and I'm thankful that Nate let me watch, seeing how the rain delays made it into an all day affair.
Sunday, June 29
Runnin'
Week 3 Must get my ZZZ's
This week I found myself dragging a little. Fitting everything in on top of running is keeping me busy!! I didn't get to bed early this week almost every night like I had planned so I was kinda burning the candle at both ends. Mon I did three miles, Tue four, and Wed three, Saturday was five miles, but the night before I had stayed up till 12:30 at my friend Brandi's house for ladies night!!! It was fun and I never stay out that late, so it was a treat,but while I'm training I'm going to have to get some more ZZZ's to give me the energy I need. Live and learn:) So, Sunday I finished my week out with a forty minute ride on my bike. Till next week...
Sunday, June 22
Love is in the air
This week was fun!! A good friend of mine came into town with her kids. Ben and Evie. Evie is around eight months and Ben is three years old. I've know Radomi for a long time. About 15 years. She is such a great mom and loyal friend. She has a great family and her husband Thor is an amazing artist. She is one of those friends you don't have to say a lot around. Oh, and she is very good at cooking! She is always sending homemade jams, pesto and feta. So Friday morning we decided to make home-made Blueberry Focaccia. It was so tasty and I think best eaten straight out of the oven. Lucas loved having company because that meant short naps and late nights!! He was taken with Evie... it was, "Evie..." this and, "Evie..." that. I know that he would be a great older brother. Who knows if that will happen with the Miller genes!!
Nathan's brother Daniel and his wife Leslie came into town also. Lucas got to spend some time with his cousin Brennan!! They are very cute together. Leslie had some exciting news, they are expecting in January!! Maybe it will be a girl?? I'm happy for them and can't wait to have another addition to the Miller family.
I've added in a couple of other cute pictures from this week!!! Peace
Nathan's brother Daniel and his wife Leslie came into town also. Lucas got to spend some time with his cousin Brennan!! They are very cute together. Leslie had some exciting news, they are expecting in January!! Maybe it will be a girl?? I'm happy for them and can't wait to have another addition to the Miller family.
I've added in a couple of other cute pictures from this week!!! Peace
Runnin'
Week 2 rain and rainbows...
I had a pretty full week and knew that I had to stick with my schedule. Mon. I was off, Tue, Wed, and Thu I did three miles each day. Friday was off then Saturday I ran my seven miles then finished with a thirty minute cross-train on the bike. The three weekday runs were good, then Saturday came and I didn't get as early a start as I was hoping for but I headed out to Waubonsee Lake and started. After two miles there was a light drizzle, it felt nice and I kept going. The sun came out for maybe another loop but then came dark clouds and thunder. I turned around and headed back home determined to finish, just with a different route. At that point I had about twenty minutes left of my run. So... I made it back home soaked!! I felt strong and proud of myself that I pushed through. I also felt slightly crazy!! I got a pretty nasty blister on that run so it's time to invest in some better socks. I've been pushing myself this week to stretch more and woke up Sunday without sore legs. I know that shin splints are a common problem for beginning runners so I need to be aware of that. Last week I could tell that I hadn't stretched enough from my six miles. I'm also learning how to fuel my body on longer runs and feeling out how close I can go running after I've eaten. I will be building up my cross-training to about an hour probably bike/walk.
So the rainbow part comes in Sunday night. I knew that I was going to be doing my cross-training in the evening. It had been raining off and on latter in the day and we were at our friends for a BBQ. Brandi had mentioned to me after one of the drizzles maybe there would be a rainbow!!!! So later that night as I was riding around the lake there was a double one!!! It was sweet and put a smile on my face. I hope you saw it Brandi:)
Friday, June 20
Sunday, June 15
A First
The last two weeks I've had to keep a good secret from Nathan. I planned a fun Father's Day weekend surprise on the sly!! I asked Nathan's parents to take Lucas and Sparrow Friday afternoon till Sunday morning. He was very surprised and very thankful that I planned time for us to be together. Friday we relaxed till dinner, got a bite out then headed to the batting cages to hit some balls then go-carting where I proceed to laugh my head off because I felt like a big dork:) Saturday we went for a bike ride and then headed to the city. The skies where blue and the sun was shinning. It was nice to play the music loud and have the window's down. We headed to Navy Pier and had lunch then headed to the Chicago River Architecture Cruise. It was so nice to be on the water and learn more about the history of all the amazing skyscrapers. We hung out by the waterfront and got my favorite ice cream (Ben & Jerry's) then headed back home. We had a yummy cookout and then chilled. It was so nice to have the house to ourselves and not even have to worry about Sparrow. Sunday morning we picked Lucas up!!! and had a low key day. We headed back to the grandparents for a nice dinner and then back to tuck Lucas into bed. I'm thankful for my family, the many gifts that each one brings to my life, and feel blessed that Lucas has such a amazing dad!!
Runnin'
Week 1 ~ the adventure begins…
This was my first week of training for the Chicago Marathon!! I’m doing the Novice training by Hal Higdon. Mon I took off then Tue, Wed,and Thu I did three miles each day. Friday I rested then Sat I did my cross training for forty minutes on the mountain bike then Sunday finished with my long run for the week which was six miles. It felt good and I was able to do my week day runs with Lucas in the BOB stroller. I’m going to be mixing some of that up by getting up early some days so he won’t have to do all of the runs with me. I’m excited and a little scared at the same time to be doing this, but it’s something that I’ve wanted to do for awhile. It’s nice to have a goal to work towards and push myself to tackle something I’ve never done. I know that I’m going to encounter some good days and bad days, but I’m going to take it a week at a time.
Tuesday, May 20
Big Bugs
Nathan had Friday off so we took Lucas to the Morton Arboretum. Their latest exhibit was Big Bugs. There were twelve over-sized bugs carved from wood surrounding Meadow Lake. It was really cool and Lucas loved it. His favorites were the ladybug and bee. After going around the lake we went to the children's garden. It's basically a four-acre wonderland where
kids can be hands-on and interactive. We let Lucas choose where he wanted to go and what he wanted to do. Each time we come back he gets more and more into it. By mid- afternoon we stopped for lunch at the Ginkgo restaurant and then headed out for more adventure. The weather was so nice that we stayed longer then we had planned. I'm thinking of doing some of my long runs here. Since we are members it wouldn't be a big deal to go in and out. I want to try out the biking after hours too!! I think that would be a fun date night. (hint, hint Nate:)
Tuesday, May 13
Refining
Last week I felt that God was really breaking me of some ways that I question Him and where I find my security. In my head I kept saying, "God, what more do you want... haven't I given you this and that...". I know in some areas of my life I can be free- sprited, trusting, giving without a question; where as in other areas I can be controlling and fearful. I'm not so fun to be around in those times!! So after talking with my close friend Beth and sharing with her my struggles she gave me this verse: "I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds..." It goes on to say some other amazing stuff, but the first part grabbed my heart. It's still grabbing me and I feel like I'm not going to let go!!! I know that dying to myself will be an ongoing journey and sometimes it's easier when your not holding on so tight! I see God refining me and giving me opportunities to grow closer to Him in new ways. I see also how God has put some amazing people in my life that help me burn brighter.
God has also been blowing me away with His hand upon Triple Threat. Nathan is loving what he does and is in his element. He is working on all of his programs for arts and music and is staying busy with all things TT! We just had the Softball Tournament this past Saturday and it was exciting to see all the kids out on the field having fun. We had games, face painting, tattoo's, and a station to make Mother's Day cards. There was food and families everywhere. Later in the afternoon Julie, Mellisa, and I hung out with the kids from Brady that were working on the Triple Threat Gazette. The kids were out there interviewing the players and coaches, snapping pictures, taking a poll about superhero powers, and watched the game. They did a great job. It's so neat to see them opening up and becoming more comfortable. I love going to Brady on Wednesday to work the literacy program (Triple Threat Gazette). We have the bike event on the 31st and I'm looking forward to that as well.
I feel thankful for so much lately. Spending Sunday with Nathan and Lucas watching cartoons, reading, going out to lunch and later spending time with family really made this Mother's Day.
God has also been blowing me away with His hand upon Triple Threat. Nathan is loving what he does and is in his element. He is working on all of his programs for arts and music and is staying busy with all things TT! We just had the Softball Tournament this past Saturday and it was exciting to see all the kids out on the field having fun. We had games, face painting, tattoo's, and a station to make Mother's Day cards. There was food and families everywhere. Later in the afternoon Julie, Mellisa, and I hung out with the kids from Brady that were working on the Triple Threat Gazette. The kids were out there interviewing the players and coaches, snapping pictures, taking a poll about superhero powers, and watched the game. They did a great job. It's so neat to see them opening up and becoming more comfortable. I love going to Brady on Wednesday to work the literacy program (Triple Threat Gazette). We have the bike event on the 31st and I'm looking forward to that as well.
I feel thankful for so much lately. Spending Sunday with Nathan and Lucas watching cartoons, reading, going out to lunch and later spending time with family really made this Mother's Day.
Sunday, May 4
Bloom
I recently finished two books by Barbara Kingsolver and really enjoyed them. I tried to pick up something else after I read Small Wonder, but I saw Prodigal Summer on the nightstand and it was calling my name. I don't think that the other books feelings where too hurt. It's been a long time since I've fallen in love with an author's writing. I thought after Anne Lamott that there would be no one else (This is sounding serious:)...). Kingsolver is so good at getting her characters to dance. She writes about what matters in life: nature, family, humanity ,grace, motherhood, community, patience, war, cultural differences, and fighting for our beliefs. She is truly a poet. Yes, so you have guessed correctly, I'm in the middle of another book by Kingsolver. It's usless to resist! For me there is nothing simpler than sitting in my rocking chair in my bedroom looking out the window reading and seeing the birds nibble off the seeds in the bird feeder. I'm thankful for that luxury.
On the home front Nathan and Lucas got to work on the garden in the front and back. We got two new Boxwoods to plant in the backyard since the previous two, which where much smaller, didn't survive the winter. The wonderful snow plow scooped them up. So into the ground went two vibrant healthy ones that we got a great deal on at Home Depot. Nathan also planted the sunflower seeds harvested from last years crop into little trays. We are expecting more than last year. It was a treat last summer to have these amazing bright sunflowers growing up the side of the garage next to us.
We planted a beautiful Pink Heath on the corner of the house and put two new Quick Fire Hardy Hydrangea's under two of the front window's(We got those at the Growing Place). We also got a Candytuft Iberis, it is white and has the nickname "Purity". That's planted in a pot on the front porch. We had to replace a couple of other plants that didn't make it from last year. Out of the six FireWitch Chedder Pinks, two didn't make it, and out of the four Yellow Archangel, only two made it. The rest are looking good.
On the home front Nathan and Lucas got to work on the garden in the front and back. We got two new Boxwoods to plant in the backyard since the previous two, which where much smaller, didn't survive the winter. The wonderful snow plow scooped them up. So into the ground went two vibrant healthy ones that we got a great deal on at Home Depot. Nathan also planted the sunflower seeds harvested from last years crop into little trays. We are expecting more than last year. It was a treat last summer to have these amazing bright sunflowers growing up the side of the garage next to us.
We planted a beautiful Pink Heath on the corner of the house and put two new Quick Fire Hardy Hydrangea's under two of the front window's(We got those at the Growing Place). We also got a Candytuft Iberis, it is white and has the nickname "Purity". That's planted in a pot on the front porch. We had to replace a couple of other plants that didn't make it from last year. Out of the six FireWitch Chedder Pinks, two didn't make it, and out of the four Yellow Archangel, only two made it. The rest are looking good.
Saturday, April 26
Catching up...
I've been meaning to update!! The weather has been so nice and Nathan and I have been busy, so blogging hasn't been on my radar.
Lucas has been enjoying the weather and it seems like life is full of parks,friends,diggers,sand,chalk, and bubbles!! He is back in his Little Learners class at the park district and loves it. So life with him is full. We got his big boy bed set up and he is doing well with it. The crib was getting to small for him and he seemed excited to get a bed. It's a twin so he looks tiny in it.
Nathan and I celebrated our 8th anniversary!!! last friday with a relaxing day. We started our morning at Egg Harbor for breakfast then did some shopping around downtown Naperville. We drove out to the Morton Arboretum later in the day and spent a good four to five hours walking around. We ate lunch at the Ginkgo restaurant and did some hiking around deeper in the wooded areas. We then got coffee and just sat and talked. I always feel at peace there and loved getting to spend the day with Nathan. It was fun to dream about what the next 8 will bring. We finished with dinner at the Outback. It was a full day, but good. Nathan's parents took Lucas for the whole day which was great. He loves spending time with them and they are great with him. It makes me happy to know that Lucas' grandparents are a big part of his life.
Some other big news is that Nathan has started a new job. He is the Director of Arts and Music at Triple Threat Mentoring. Triple Threat is an independent faith based non-profit organization working to empower urban youth on the East side of Aurora. It's exciting for me to see Nathan doing something he is so passionate about and also something that I'm excited to be involved in too. Looking back I see how God had been opening are hearts, stirring the pot, and geting us to look outside the box at what path are family was headed. It has us working along side some amazing people with hearts for God and the youth on the East side.
So, I jammed a lot into this post to get you all up to speed. Oh, I forgot... I started my un-official marathon training this week. I'm getting myself pumped for June 9th when I will start my official training. During my run yesterday I got this feeling of excitement for what lies ahead and felt like I'm up for the challenge to get these legs-a-runnin'!!
Lucas has been enjoying the weather and it seems like life is full of parks,friends,diggers,sand,chalk, and bubbles!! He is back in his Little Learners class at the park district and loves it. So life with him is full. We got his big boy bed set up and he is doing well with it. The crib was getting to small for him and he seemed excited to get a bed. It's a twin so he looks tiny in it.
Nathan and I celebrated our 8th anniversary!!! last friday with a relaxing day. We started our morning at Egg Harbor for breakfast then did some shopping around downtown Naperville. We drove out to the Morton Arboretum later in the day and spent a good four to five hours walking around. We ate lunch at the Ginkgo restaurant and did some hiking around deeper in the wooded areas. We then got coffee and just sat and talked. I always feel at peace there and loved getting to spend the day with Nathan. It was fun to dream about what the next 8 will bring. We finished with dinner at the Outback. It was a full day, but good. Nathan's parents took Lucas for the whole day which was great. He loves spending time with them and they are great with him. It makes me happy to know that Lucas' grandparents are a big part of his life.
Some other big news is that Nathan has started a new job. He is the Director of Arts and Music at Triple Threat Mentoring. Triple Threat is an independent faith based non-profit organization working to empower urban youth on the East side of Aurora. It's exciting for me to see Nathan doing something he is so passionate about and also something that I'm excited to be involved in too. Looking back I see how God had been opening are hearts, stirring the pot, and geting us to look outside the box at what path are family was headed. It has us working along side some amazing people with hearts for God and the youth on the East side.
So, I jammed a lot into this post to get you all up to speed. Oh, I forgot... I started my un-official marathon training this week. I'm getting myself pumped for June 9th when I will start my official training. During my run yesterday I got this feeling of excitement for what lies ahead and felt like I'm up for the challenge to get these legs-a-runnin'!!
Wednesday, April 16
Desire
I'm thirsty!
Sunday night I was looking through Isaiah and it hit me. I'm thirsty!! I felt the pull of God wanting me to drink from His cup. I believe in God's plan for my life. I believe that the big, small, and inbetween times include Him being glorified through it all.
I'm not saying I want to be a robot Christian boxing my "walk" up with a pretty bow, having my checklist- "check, check, phew! I'm okay today", becoming legalistic judging others when I might have a huge plank in my own eye, or always "doing" and not "being" (or the other way around).
Walking with God can be messy, but sole dependence on myself is even messier. I believe we are called to give up our lives daily not just once. In the joy and heartaches, the stillness and chaos, the longing and overflow. My heart is the key and what it is pumping for say's it all.
Waiting isn't my forte and I begin to itch and scratch. Becoming overly concerned with every aspect, fact, outcome, or probability. Sometimes I'm lost feeling "someway" about something or someone which isn't the reality I want to be about.
I've also gone through times where I felt I knew what God was saying and asking me to do. If I do this and that then it's good, right God? Yes, I've been knocked down by God many times. Not to say God knocks hard. He softens the blow and shows me that I need to put my hope in His WAYS and LIVE of His grace.
I want to live BIG!!!! Filled to the brim, overflowing with joys, having my true desires lived out in the most simple ways. Security in anything other than God will always fall short. It might deliever for a time, but I'll always be scratching that itch.
Sunday night I was looking through Isaiah and it hit me. I'm thirsty!! I felt the pull of God wanting me to drink from His cup. I believe in God's plan for my life. I believe that the big, small, and inbetween times include Him being glorified through it all.
I'm not saying I want to be a robot Christian boxing my "walk" up with a pretty bow, having my checklist- "check, check, phew! I'm okay today", becoming legalistic judging others when I might have a huge plank in my own eye, or always "doing" and not "being" (or the other way around).
Walking with God can be messy, but sole dependence on myself is even messier. I believe we are called to give up our lives daily not just once. In the joy and heartaches, the stillness and chaos, the longing and overflow. My heart is the key and what it is pumping for say's it all.
Waiting isn't my forte and I begin to itch and scratch. Becoming overly concerned with every aspect, fact, outcome, or probability. Sometimes I'm lost feeling "someway" about something or someone which isn't the reality I want to be about.
I've also gone through times where I felt I knew what God was saying and asking me to do. If I do this and that then it's good, right God? Yes, I've been knocked down by God many times. Not to say God knocks hard. He softens the blow and shows me that I need to put my hope in His WAYS and LIVE of His grace.
I want to live BIG!!!! Filled to the brim, overflowing with joys, having my true desires lived out in the most simple ways. Security in anything other than God will always fall short. It might deliever for a time, but I'll always be scratching that itch.
Tuesday, April 8
Happenings and the Art of Leaning
Last week flew by and I've been meaning to write, but time has been sparse.
Nathan and I went to the School of Theology at CCC where Glen Wagner is teaching on the book of Revelation. I've read Revelation before and always found myself puzzled by most of what John wrote. I like how Glen brought a different approach to it. He is a very knowlegable person and has great insight. He is able to share and teach from the heart so he doesn't act like a know it all or hold the Bible over your head. I think it's a fine line to walk when your interpreting the Word. One thing that caught my ear last Monday in the first session was , "If your not loving others than your not loving God!!". I felt like that hit my heart, causing me to step back and evaluate: Who do I love? How do I show love? and when I do, is it easy because it's showing love to my family and friends?
The middle of the week was busy with fun times, one of them being when my friend Lauren and I got to take an afternoon away. We went to Egg Harbor for lunch, then to Starbucks for coffee, and finally to ZaZu to get our toes done!! It was a great day of relaxing with a good friend.
Later in the week the family went to Ikea to get Lucas's big boy bed!! It was so fun to look for bed's for Lucas and we picked out a great one! It has a cool canopy that is blue with white stars. It will fit into the Space theme we're doing. His Grandma and Grandpa got him the Solar System bedding from Land of Nod, the quilt is so cool! We already have a moon light from Ikea up and Nathan wants to make him a rocket bookcase. I'll post some pictures when it all is complete.
We had some great meals with friends this weekend! At Julie and Caleb's we had Lomalnati's(sp?) pizza and salad. It's so good and hard not fill up on. It was a night of dreaming and talking about God. Something we always seem to do with them:) On Saturday we had the Campbell's over and I made Chicken Florentine from Giada's dinners, Zucchini with Paramesan, and Chive Biscuts from the Barefoot Contessa. Brandi brought a yummy dessert and those flowers where just what I needed:). I love how well Lucas and her daughter Hannah get along, it is very sweet.
Amy had a baby shower for her beautiful girl this past Sunday. It was another one of those ways God truly works in miracles and provides for our heart's desires. I'm truly happy for Amy and know that she will be an amazing mom.
I feel like looking back to the past week God has shown me many things to be thankful for. Nathan being high... on the list as a constant strength with his passion for life and God is a daily encouragment to me. I'm thankful for God's provision in my life with family and friends. I'm learning the art of leaning on family and friends who care for me. Sometimes I fear and feel alone, but I am reminded that I have many to lean on and help me in this journey. I know I love being there for others and I know that I enjoy my alone time as well, but sometimes it's good to fill in the spaces with others being there for you.
Sometimes God, friends, family and good food helps mend the soul.
Nathan and I went to the School of Theology at CCC where Glen Wagner is teaching on the book of Revelation. I've read Revelation before and always found myself puzzled by most of what John wrote. I like how Glen brought a different approach to it. He is a very knowlegable person and has great insight. He is able to share and teach from the heart so he doesn't act like a know it all or hold the Bible over your head. I think it's a fine line to walk when your interpreting the Word. One thing that caught my ear last Monday in the first session was , "If your not loving others than your not loving God!!". I felt like that hit my heart, causing me to step back and evaluate: Who do I love? How do I show love? and when I do, is it easy because it's showing love to my family and friends?
The middle of the week was busy with fun times, one of them being when my friend Lauren and I got to take an afternoon away. We went to Egg Harbor for lunch, then to Starbucks for coffee, and finally to ZaZu to get our toes done!! It was a great day of relaxing with a good friend.
Later in the week the family went to Ikea to get Lucas's big boy bed!! It was so fun to look for bed's for Lucas and we picked out a great one! It has a cool canopy that is blue with white stars. It will fit into the Space theme we're doing. His Grandma and Grandpa got him the Solar System bedding from Land of Nod, the quilt is so cool! We already have a moon light from Ikea up and Nathan wants to make him a rocket bookcase. I'll post some pictures when it all is complete.
We had some great meals with friends this weekend! At Julie and Caleb's we had Lomalnati's(sp?) pizza and salad. It's so good and hard not fill up on. It was a night of dreaming and talking about God. Something we always seem to do with them:) On Saturday we had the Campbell's over and I made Chicken Florentine from Giada's dinners, Zucchini with Paramesan, and Chive Biscuts from the Barefoot Contessa. Brandi brought a yummy dessert and those flowers where just what I needed:). I love how well Lucas and her daughter Hannah get along, it is very sweet.
Amy had a baby shower for her beautiful girl this past Sunday. It was another one of those ways God truly works in miracles and provides for our heart's desires. I'm truly happy for Amy and know that she will be an amazing mom.
I feel like looking back to the past week God has shown me many things to be thankful for. Nathan being high... on the list as a constant strength with his passion for life and God is a daily encouragment to me. I'm thankful for God's provision in my life with family and friends. I'm learning the art of leaning on family and friends who care for me. Sometimes I fear and feel alone, but I am reminded that I have many to lean on and help me in this journey. I know I love being there for others and I know that I enjoy my alone time as well, but sometimes it's good to fill in the spaces with others being there for you.
Sometimes God, friends, family and good food helps mend the soul.
Monday, March 31
I finished up Animal, Vegetable, Miracle this past weekend and it was a truly an inspirational book. I found myself looking forward to the times that I could read it. Kingsolver definitely has a way with words and takes you right along side her journey with her family of living the farm life and all that goes along with it. Along the way her husband write some interesting articles uncovering different aspects of food culture. Her daughter shares her journey through younger eyes and writes out recipes and food meal plans that the family used. She places importance on season eating and buying heirloom raised breeds. I'm starting to think that buying meat, poultry, and eggs from animals raised on a open pasture is the only option. If that means buying less meat and incorporating more vegetables I'm fine with that. I would rather go to Whole Foods and buy a smaller selections of meats and poultry.Sunday, March 30
Relaxing Weekend
My friend and her family where coming into town for a long weekend, but plans changed. I was looking forward to seeing everyone and going into the city Saturday for her husbands art show!! It will still be happening, but at a later date. So we had a pretty lazy weekend. Satuday moring I spent some time reading and came downstairs to Nathan and Lucas building a kite!! I was very impressed!! Nathan does such a good job with Lucas and I can see how Lucas is soaking up that time with him.
I made a big pot of three-bean turkey chilli and cornbread muffins for that night so Lucas, Grandma and Grandpa would have dinner since Nathan and I decide to still go out around 4:00. When Lucas got up from his nap Nathan brought him downstairs and I followed not that long after and found them on the floor in the sun having a cornmeal muffin. I needed a picture of tha! It will be one of my favorites. It was extra cute because Lucas told me to "sit down" with them to enjoy the snack.
We took of a little after 4:00 for a early dinner and then off to see U23D. It was so good!! We might go see the Rolling Stones when that comes out. I'm not a huge fan, but Nathan likes them. It would be fun just for the 3D experience, and let's not forget the silly glasses! We went out for coffee afterwards and still made it home before 10:00!!
I'm off to watch Sense and Sensibility on Masterpeice!!! Who doesn't love Jane Austen:)
I made a big pot of three-bean turkey chilli and cornbread muffins for that night so Lucas, Grandma and Grandpa would have dinner since Nathan and I decide to still go out around 4:00. When Lucas got up from his nap Nathan brought him downstairs and I followed not that long after and found them on the floor in the sun having a cornmeal muffin. I needed a picture of tha! It will be one of my favorites. It was extra cute because Lucas told me to "sit down" with them to enjoy the snack.
We took of a little after 4:00 for a early dinner and then off to see U23D. It was so good!! We might go see the Rolling Stones when that comes out. I'm not a huge fan, but Nathan likes them. It would be fun just for the 3D experience, and let's not forget the silly glasses! We went out for coffee afterwards and still made it home before 10:00!!
I'm off to watch Sense and Sensibility on Masterpeice!!! Who doesn't love Jane Austen:)
Wednesday, March 26
Monday, March 24
Some thoughts, a moment, and pictures
So... last week was full. Monday and Tuesday seemed to be all consuming and by Wednesday I was looking forward to watching "August Rush". Nathan had his Men's group that night so I planned on watching it after he took off. Well I eneded up getting off the phone by 10:30 ish. I can't find time anymore to watch movies, part of this is because I spend time at night talking on the phone, reading, and hanging out with Nathan or friends. I can't do most of these things during Lucas' waking hours.
Thursday I went out with the ladies(Lauren and Julie) to Front Street Cantina, having many laughes and helping to lighten the load I felt swimming in my head. We then traveled to an amazing chocolate bar that Julie knew of. We had mexican hot chocolates and the best chocolate truffles I've ever had. On Friday Nathan and I were going to go out, but decided to stay home and watch August Rush. It was good but I couldn't get over Kerri Russell not in the role of Felecity. Saturday plans changed and Nathan ended up taking Lucas to the children's museum. It's nice that they had some time together since he was doing music at the church this weekend. I needed some time to connect with God. I ended up going for a walk and made it to the forest preserve acrooss the street. I climbed up the hill and sat up on the big rock that overlooks the water. I brought a Waterdeep worship cd to listen too. It was nice to let the words come from someone elses mouth. Two of the songs spoke to me, "You" and "Big Enough To Hold Me". Maybe they will touch you also.
You
You cause my heart to sing/ You are always listening/You understand my dreams/You do/ You cut away my lies/ You see through my disguise/You are not so far away from me/ As I thought You'd be/ You love me as I am/ Even when I cannot stand/ You whisper in my ear/ All the things I need to hear/ From You/You are mystery/ You bring strong men to their knees/ You change the hearts of kings/ You do/ You have names for all your stars/ You heal my wounds and kiss my scars/ You sing a million songs/ Over me
Big enough
The space in my mind/is too small for You/ The space in my heart/ is too small for You too/ And all of the things of the earth that I've known/Are too small for all of the greatness You've shown/ But in all of this I'm still facing my needs/ And I'm scared of how big they feel to me/ I know You You You/ are big enough to hold me/ I know You, Lord, yeah You/ will carry me through/ The space between stars/ is millions of miles/ The space for the famous/ in millions of eyes/ But of all the stars of the heavens and earth/ None compare to Your infinite worth/ And I still get lonely and wonder out loud/If anyone notices me in a crowd/ How great and how high/ How deep and how wide/ Is Your Love
I came down that hill with a smile on my face and strength to move forward. I don't have new answers just promises from God that He will sing a million songs over me and heal my wounds and kiss my scars.
Here are some pictures of Lucas with his Easter basket!! I know that there is more to Easter than the basket, but growing up we always had one so I've continued that fun tradition. It's hard to beleive that last year we took a picture of him sitting in it:) Also, there is a shot of his favorite new toy. A cardboard house that Nathan constructed. Priceless:)
Thursday I went out with the ladies(Lauren and Julie) to Front Street Cantina, having many laughes and helping to lighten the load I felt swimming in my head. We then traveled to an amazing chocolate bar that Julie knew of. We had mexican hot chocolates and the best chocolate truffles I've ever had. On Friday Nathan and I were going to go out, but decided to stay home and watch August Rush. It was good but I couldn't get over Kerri Russell not in the role of Felecity. Saturday plans changed and Nathan ended up taking Lucas to the children's museum. It's nice that they had some time together since he was doing music at the church this weekend. I needed some time to connect with God. I ended up going for a walk and made it to the forest preserve acrooss the street. I climbed up the hill and sat up on the big rock that overlooks the water. I brought a Waterdeep worship cd to listen too. It was nice to let the words come from someone elses mouth. Two of the songs spoke to me, "You" and "Big Enough To Hold Me". Maybe they will touch you also.
You
You cause my heart to sing/ You are always listening/You understand my dreams/You do/ You cut away my lies/ You see through my disguise/You are not so far away from me/ As I thought You'd be/ You love me as I am/ Even when I cannot stand/ You whisper in my ear/ All the things I need to hear/ From You/You are mystery/ You bring strong men to their knees/ You change the hearts of kings/ You do/ You have names for all your stars/ You heal my wounds and kiss my scars/ You sing a million songs/ Over me
Big enough
The space in my mind/is too small for You/ The space in my heart/ is too small for You too/ And all of the things of the earth that I've known/Are too small for all of the greatness You've shown/ But in all of this I'm still facing my needs/ And I'm scared of how big they feel to me/ I know You You You/ are big enough to hold me/ I know You, Lord, yeah You/ will carry me through/ The space between stars/ is millions of miles/ The space for the famous/ in millions of eyes/ But of all the stars of the heavens and earth/ None compare to Your infinite worth/ And I still get lonely and wonder out loud/If anyone notices me in a crowd/ How great and how high/ How deep and how wide/ Is Your Love
I came down that hill with a smile on my face and strength to move forward. I don't have new answers just promises from God that He will sing a million songs over me and heal my wounds and kiss my scars.
Here are some pictures of Lucas with his Easter basket!! I know that there is more to Easter than the basket, but growing up we always had one so I've continued that fun tradition. It's hard to beleive that last year we took a picture of him sitting in it:) Also, there is a shot of his favorite new toy. A cardboard house that Nathan constructed. Priceless:)
Tuesday, March 18
Big Enough
Some big changes are taking place in the Miller family. We have for awhile been open to change and new direction in our family. When some opportunities have presented themselves we have been praying and seeking God's wisdom and time and again we have felt *wait* don't take control just *wait*. This isn't always easy to do or hear from God... For me trying to wrap my hands and mind around uncontrollable matters becomes all consuming and a little self-focused. I know God doesn't have a check list for me, He just wants my heart!! I sit today and am amazed how much more I'm willing to "let go and let God". I know that this is somewhat of a over used statement, but it rings so true to me. It's not about being overly spiritual and looking like the put together Christian. It's about the real relationship with God that can fill the emptiest cup.It's about a sinner with a new life filled with hope and joy. It's about a grown adult with a child like heart. I choose to stick to Jesus and let Him carry me through what lies ahead in this journey. One of my favorite verses that I've shared before is: He is before all things and in Him all things hold together.Colossians
So true and freeing!
So true and freeing!
Saturday, March 15
Baker Extraordinarie
Mid-week I decided to tackle my baking goal of making a new dessert of carrot cake with lime mascarpone icing! Lucas wanted to join in on the fun and proved to be a great little baker. It really warmed my heart and was a special time for us to spent together making something for Nathan.
It turned out great!! For my next endeavor, I'm sure my little baker will tag along.
It turned out great!! For my next endeavor, I'm sure my little baker will tag along.
Wednesday, March 12
Grace(Eventually)
Last night I got to hear Anne Lamott on her book tour for Grace (Eventually) Thoughts On Faith. It was at Koten Chapel at North Central. Very Cozy! I got there early not knowing what the seating would be like and I pulled right in to where Anne and her friends where parked.(One of them being the author Elizabeth Berg!!) I kinda had my mouth open and just followed behind them into the chapel! I wasn't going to be a crazy fan and jump up and down and tell her how much her books have meant to me:) She truly inspires me and she is laugh out loud funny saying what is on her mind not sugar-coating anything. She is a authentic person to me and that is refreshing. She read a chapter in her book and then took questions. I wanted to ask her what her thoughts where on forgiveness, but didn't raise my hand. She spoke about politics,finding your voice,her son(Sam),Jesus,her friendships and how important they are to her and helping the poor. She brought up Donald Miller as an author she admired and what he has written about the church and faith. He is someone who had challenged me also. One of my favorites that he wrote was To Own a Dragon. All in all I felt like she was like a old friend who just came to meet up for a cup of coffee and let you in on what was going on in her life. No pretense, no judgements, no game plan, just a friend who loves you as you are.
She signed books and I told her that all her books have given me hope!She was very nice and thanked me and that was that. Great night! Much more, but it's still buzzing around in my head.
She signed books and I told her that all her books have given me hope!She was very nice and thanked me and that was that. Great night! Much more, but it's still buzzing around in my head.
Tuesday, March 11
One meal at a time...
I like to cook! I've been pushing myself to cook more meals that I've never made and that have fresher ingredients. I felt I was stuck with my menu planning and I kept doing the same things and putting too many over-processed things on the table. More and more I've been incorporating fresh fruit and fresh veggies and making things from scratch.I'm wanting to make more changes but one step at a time.So last week I made some new meals. Confession time:) I have way too many cookbooks! Some I use for my favorites, but other meals I would just look at and think I don't have time or money for them. It just takes more planning out and shopping around for the ingredients. So last week I choose to make a couple of meals from Giada's family dinners. I started with Lasagna rolls that are a little different than your everyday version. Pasta e Fagioli a classic Italian comfort-food soup which was my favorite. Penne with sausage, artichokes and sun-dried tomatoes which Nathan went crazy for.Grilled chicken with gremolata which is a paste made of chopped fresh herbs. This dish has a kick! So this week I've decide again to make a couple more meals that I've never made. I just need to remember to make that Carrot cake for Nathan:)
On another food note! The book I'm reading right now Animal, Vegetable, Miracle A Year of Food Life is so good and is fueling so many new ideas about how I do food in my home. We can't take a year and go live on a farm to eat from the land and buy from only locals,but we can make other changes. A big one that I want to start with is when the farmers markets start coming out again, I would like to buy from them weekly.
On another food note! The book I'm reading right now Animal, Vegetable, Miracle A Year of Food Life is so good and is fueling so many new ideas about how I do food in my home. We can't take a year and go live on a farm to eat from the land and buy from only locals,but we can make other changes. A big one that I want to start with is when the farmers markets start coming out again, I would like to buy from them weekly.
Wednesday, March 5
It's Late
I just finished Kite Runner.It was a good book and it made me shed tears several times. I can't believe that this is Hosseini's first novel. It was written so well. He brings each story together to form this boy Amir's journey from boyhood to adulthood starting in Afghanistan,taking him later in his life to America. It's a story that has so many layers. This book is moving and deals with fragile relationships,forgiveness and grace. It's not for the weak of heart and was hard to read at times hearing what most of the families where dealing with when the Taliban rolled into the cities. I'm going to buy Hosseini's next novel A Thousand Splendid Suns, but need some time to re-coup from this roller coaster ride:) Something a little more uplifting!
Tuesday, March 4
Happiness all around
Nathan woke me up to a surprise this morning. Downstairs where the usual cup of joe is..
...was a new cup of beauty and delight! One of my favorite things are butterflies so it put a huge smile on my face.
Another fun thing that Lucas does after dinner is to wash his hands in the sink. He lets us help him get set up but then he commands, "bye, bye!" and waits for all spectators to leave before he begins to play with the water.
I've picked up a couple of Bloom products - the Let's Play Shop & Match Game and the Let's Play Sandwich Stacker Cookout Game by Cranium. I discovered the Cookout game in the Cookie magazine under, "games for kids". They are available at Target. He loves the Shop & Match game the best so far and has "scanned" everything in the house (it is a pretend checkout for groceries)!
Just picked up the latest Nooma, "Open". So I am off to watch that with Nathan. Peace
...was a new cup of beauty and delight! One of my favorite things are butterflies so it put a huge smile on my face.
Another fun thing that Lucas does after dinner is to wash his hands in the sink. He lets us help him get set up but then he commands, "bye, bye!" and waits for all spectators to leave before he begins to play with the water.
I've picked up a couple of Bloom products - the Let's Play Shop & Match Game and the Let's Play Sandwich Stacker Cookout Game by Cranium. I discovered the Cookout game in the Cookie magazine under, "games for kids". They are available at Target. He loves the Shop & Match game the best so far and has "scanned" everything in the house (it is a pretend checkout for groceries)!
Just picked up the latest Nooma, "Open". So I am off to watch that with Nathan. Peace
Sunday, March 2
Growing
So, we have been back a week from San Jose and it has been filled to the brim. This weekend came and went so quickly. It's good to be filled up with family and friends and church stuff, but as you know I like my down time:) Nathan is good at giving this to me and today he took Lucas on a adventure so I could have time alone at the house. I spent time reading and drinking tea. When I first sat down my head was spinning with things I could do around the house or people I could call, but I held tight to the book and didn't put it down.
Something else that has been ringing in my ears today is how much pressure comes of my back when I let God go first. I loved what Tim had to say about allowing God to go before you in what you are facing. There is really freedom in that. I feel a peace also that God can walk with me through anything that comes my way. I don't need to control it!! I see how all ready God has been growing in me new joy and trust in what He has for me and my loved ones. It's really not anything I could have done on my own. I want to live life to the full and it starts right here in me.
I want to share this song that I feel is always pulling at my heart strings. It's by Matthew Perryman Jones. It's called This Journey
i will rise i will stand
i'm gettin' off of my knees and my hands
i will walk as you lead
and look beyond what i can see
i will speak from my heart
and not let pride tear truth apart
i won't fear another man
'cause he is dust just like i am
in this journey when the night is done
i will set my face toward the sun
and i will not look back
no, i will not look back
i will learn as i go
and test the things that i think i know
i will love without return
and light my fears on fire and watch them burn
i will hope in unseen things
and i will dance when my heart sings
i'll believe just like a child
and let my fondest dreams run wild
i will rest for a short while
and then i'll go another mile
i will be what i believe
and i will give as i receive
i will choose without regret
'cause rollin' dice is a cowards bet
and i will seek for what is real
and not let pain teach me how to feel
Something else that has been ringing in my ears today is how much pressure comes of my back when I let God go first. I loved what Tim had to say about allowing God to go before you in what you are facing. There is really freedom in that. I feel a peace also that God can walk with me through anything that comes my way. I don't need to control it!! I see how all ready God has been growing in me new joy and trust in what He has for me and my loved ones. It's really not anything I could have done on my own. I want to live life to the full and it starts right here in me.
I want to share this song that I feel is always pulling at my heart strings. It's by Matthew Perryman Jones. It's called This Journey
i will rise i will stand
i'm gettin' off of my knees and my hands
i will walk as you lead
and look beyond what i can see
i will speak from my heart
and not let pride tear truth apart
i won't fear another man
'cause he is dust just like i am
in this journey when the night is done
i will set my face toward the sun
and i will not look back
no, i will not look back
i will learn as i go
and test the things that i think i know
i will love without return
and light my fears on fire and watch them burn
i will hope in unseen things
and i will dance when my heart sings
i'll believe just like a child
and let my fondest dreams run wild
i will rest for a short while
and then i'll go another mile
i will be what i believe
and i will give as i receive
i will choose without regret
'cause rollin' dice is a cowards bet
and i will seek for what is real
and not let pain teach me how to feel
Wednesday, February 27
Me, Myself and I
So I was tagged by Sara to post seven things about myself:) I don't want to think to hard about it so here goes!
1. I love to read and buy way to many books. Today I picked up another book even though I'm in the middle of two and I have one waiting on the shelf.
2. I like my alone time. I like space. I like quiet.
3. I like making lists and have tons of notebooks and journal that are half full with lists and thoughts.
4. I like being outdoors,running,biking on trails,volleyball,ultimate frisbee,golf and hiking.
5.I've climbed Pico Duarte three times. I've been on canoe trips and have gone rock climbing in and out of caves. I've also done a ton of camping.
6.I love music and what it does for my soul.
7. I like to dig deep and explore new thoughts and ideas.
That's my seven!
1. I love to read and buy way to many books. Today I picked up another book even though I'm in the middle of two and I have one waiting on the shelf.
2. I like my alone time. I like space. I like quiet.
3. I like making lists and have tons of notebooks and journal that are half full with lists and thoughts.
4. I like being outdoors,running,biking on trails,volleyball,ultimate frisbee,golf and hiking.
5.I've climbed Pico Duarte three times. I've been on canoe trips and have gone rock climbing in and out of caves. I've also done a ton of camping.
6.I love music and what it does for my soul.
7. I like to dig deep and explore new thoughts and ideas.
That's my seven!
Friday, February 22
Bridge and Trees
Lucas got me up this morning by running into the room saying, "bridge and trees". That put a smile on my face. I'm pretty sure Nathan set that up. :) So, when we went over the Golden Gate Bridge Lucas had a huge grin on his face. We drove through the San Francisco area and even though I've been a couple of times, I forgot how much I like it. The highlight today for me was the Redwoods in the Muir Woods park. Driving up to the summit and down the steep winding roads made my stomach turn a little, but it was well worth it. When we got there it was cool, moist, and had a eucalyptus smell. I love being in nature and hearing the water running down all the rocks in the streams. I started to slow down and take in all of the simplicity of my surroundings. I wish that I had brought my manual camera which I haven't used in so many years. My mom got it for me and she loved to take pictures herself. She loved flowers, butterflies, and nature in general. I still remember when I was growing up, being at the Morton Arboretum with her exploring nature and taking lots of pictures. She loved the Ginkgo trees. I see how she shared her passions with me and now I love the outdoors, books, and the arts. I want to pass that on to Lucas and I don't think I have to wait because I watched how he was soaking everything in today. Peace
Thursday, February 21
Catching my breath
Here are a couple pictures of us around the house with the cousins and our trip to the ocean at Santa Cruz yesterday! It was in the 60's with a cool breeze and the sun was shining. Lucas didn't want to take his shoes off, but loved running around. It felt good to breathe deeply and listen to the waves crashing. I'm starting to think that being by the ocean would be good for my soul (I think I hear Nathan in the background singing Hallelujah!!!!).
Tuesday, February 19
San Jose
We've been here for a couple of days and have been enjoying time together as a family. We got to spend some time with my sister and the three cousins Saturday before they flew to Puerto Vallarta. It's nice having down time and no set plans! We have been grilling out and enjoying the warmer weather. Tomorrow where going to the ocean which I know Nathan will love and later in the week where going to visit the Muir Woods that have the giant Sequoia trees! We have a couple more things planned, but are leaving room to just relax. Nathan took Lucas on a bike ride today down to Willow street where they have all kinds of cute shops and yummy places to eat and of course one of Nathan's favorites... Peet's coffee. Lucas has been doing well with the time change and did well on the plane. I hope to write more later.
Friday, February 15
Heading West
California here we come! We leave tomorrow and will return on the 24th. More to come.....
Wednesday, February 13
everything is spiritual.
I'm a fan of Rob Bell.... Several months back Nathan and I saw him at the Vic in Chicago on one of his speaking tours called The Gods Aren't Angry. Fast forward to last night and Nathan and I watched a DVD from another one of his speaking tours called Everything Is Spiritual. I know that I'll be watching it several times to let it all sink in! I wanted to share some of what hit me.
*Genesis- a creation poem
* Seasons
*Where do you find your worth and value
*Rest, reflect and feed your soul
*We are a result of divine creativity
*Dark to light, ignorance to awarness, error to truth
*Spending so much energy climbing up the mountain, but when you get to the top all you do is start working on how to get back down
*Genesis- a creation poem
* Seasons
*Where do you find your worth and value
*Rest, reflect and feed your soul
*We are a result of divine creativity
*Dark to light, ignorance to awarness, error to truth
*Spending so much energy climbing up the mountain, but when you get to the top all you do is start working on how to get back down
Monday, February 11
Pictures
I've posted some recent photo's of the family and a random shot of the guys in Michigan from the long Labor Day weekend we spent with friends. Enjoy:) I've got a slideshow coming, but it might not make an appearance till next week.
Wednesday, February 6
I want to hold your hand
Lately, I've been thinking alot about the past. It seems like so long ago that I was working at New Horizons Youth Minstry. I worked with teens for almost 3 years who had so much potential, but had obstacles in their lives that where holding them back. I knew first hand myself because I spent almost two years in the Dominican Republic at one of the boarding schools for my junior and senior year of high school as a student. I came to know the Lord there and saw how big life really was living in another country. I had been so closed off and concerned about meaningless things. So fast forward years later and I went back as a staff member to work with teens who where struggling. I wasn't perfect myself and it's funny because I feel like I grew so much more as a staff then I had as a student. I was challenged to live out my faith and love kids that didn't always want to be loved. I did meet Nathan in Canada one of the summer camps. He had just graduated from John Brown and some friends talked him into coming up and working with the teens also. I think he was a little taken back and wanted to jump ship, but stayed! I still remmber him in Chapel playing and singing and thinking I want to talk with him.We sang songs that night together after chapel with my friend Laurie and it was history. He was a great guy who loved the Lord and had deep compassions for others. His faith was strong and I admired that. We hung out as friends and then dated. We loved takeing road trips and listen to music and drinking coffee.We dreamed all the time. After we got married and honeymooned for two weeks we flew off to the Domincan Republic and worked in a girls house. The same one I had lived in years before.It was challenging, but it grew us closer together. So fast forward to today and It's been almost eight years of marriage and one sweet boy named Lucas. I see how God had a plan from the moment I stepped of that plane when I was 16. He knew how life changing NHYM would be for me. I want to live in the faith that God is always making a new and when I look back to the past in the next couple of years I will rember how God always had my hand.
Monday, February 4
Grace like Rain
It's coming down and I love it. No, I don't like driving in it, but being inside with Lucas taking a nap I will soon be in a comfy chair reading with the sounds of it all around. Yes, I should be doing some busy work, but I'm turning that side of the brain off and doing something else. I've been getting better with this and not putting so much on my plate that I explode. I've been wanting to be wrapped up more in the word and letting God change the things that have me so wrapped up in myself. Grace is all around and I want to experience that in a real way. Not just a couple times a month or when it's the last resort. I want to take a deep breath and go okay, I guess I don't know how to handle this. Tag your it God. There is so much outer noise in this world and life will always be throwing us curve balls. So as I show others grace, I need to show myself some too.
Sunday, February 3
Thankful
Things have been busy and I haven't had much time to do anything online! Lucas just turned two (January 30) and we had a great day of celebrating by going to his Little Learners class in the morning then heading out to Downer's Grove to a fun toy store and lunch at Two Toots Grill. Lucas was on cloud nine. It always makes me so happy to see him smile. He has been such a light in my life. It's amazing how quickly he has grown up and to watch his adventerous spirit.
Some other big news is that I'm running the 2008 Chicago Marathon!!! Yes, I'm registered and looking forward for the start of training in June!
Some other big news is that I'm running the 2008 Chicago Marathon!!! Yes, I'm registered and looking forward for the start of training in June!
Friday, January 25
Hope
It's a tricky thing isn't it! Just say the word hope and what do you think of? Is it over a rainbow or right at your doorstep or something we need to be sure of! I like the word and I want to study it more and let it sink into my being.
Wednesday, January 23
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